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Sunday, June 19, 2005

haiz...family dae...


going thru' todae have made me think alot. woke up late..went to relative's place to send another relative off. anywayz..the new house i went to...damn huge..saw a racing mazda car! dunno wat model...but i see le...wah kaoz. new house..new dog...new pond...new car...that relative of mine is a pilot! no wonder...haha after much thoughts...so many stuff..high maintenance..onli for pple who have too much $$$ ba. so i'll not want a pilot. btw, one said i put on weight as a compliment...but no thanx. i'll be dieting. hahah after that made our way to TTS hospital to see my grandma..coz of infection..she gotta be admitted again. sighz. was getting stronger & speaking up...then this must happen. now she's weak again & not speaking at all. haiz...how i wish i noe how she feels & thinks. does she even remember me....? y does she have to go thru' all these when she have been such a gd grandma to all of us? saw my grandpa & started having lotsa thoughts again. then..my daddy brought us to a fish farm at pasir ris...lotsa lotsa fish..so beautiful..my fellow fishes. birds signifies freedom..can fly to anywhere but might get lost? so maybe fishes are better...can swim freely as well..but in a familiar place ba. juz like how i wanna be free in familiar places so i wun get lost. went for father's dae dinner at pasir ris fisherman village. great food as alwayz...had my all time favourite cereal prawn. no prawn nvm...juz as long as there's cereal..sHiOk~! being there reminds me of all the memories i had there...so mAny maNy memories which are all over ba. can't turn back time...haiz sms i got todae also made my heart & mind twisted. too many thoughts going thru' my mind the whole dae. enjoyed the family dae todae...especially when its so seldom nowadaes. but mummy told me in the end that this should be often & that made me guilty again & again. quite a mixed feelings dae ba...happy yet depressed. juz makes me realise how life can juz twist ard suddenly. u can be happy now & sad the next. anything can happen & its so unpredictable... never noe wat's gona happen to me ba. i'm seeing pple ard me..some happy...some suffering...some juz so xingfu..makes me feel so lost. especially when these pple are impt to me & affecting how i feel. never thought abt so much stuff in such a short day b4...well..think until i headache le...haiz.. may all be happy...

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