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Saturday, February 17, 2007


unlucky...or blessing in disguise?


can't believe my yesterdae. so "exciting" u noe? ok...fri overslept coz did proj research & tutorials till 4+ the previous nite. luckily yiru gave me morning call...or else i'll miss the proj meeting againz. so ya...was a little late for the meeting...& realised that i 4got to bring my ny shirt & stuff for tonite's shift. too late...couldn't go back take. panic-ed but luckily ah neo saved me! she haven't left home..& staying near me was juz great. she took the trouble to collect the stuff from my home b4 coming sch for our genes lect! thanx so much ah neo!!! thats onli the 1st thing. next, when i reached sch...my fake berkz from bangkok..tore. so much for cheap price. onli a small portion held on...i made it to the meeting & stapled it to tahan a while more. luckily again...neo was still on her way to my place...so she could pick up a slippers too.

after the proj discussion...had to rush off to genes lect at the other side of campus. when i met neo..i was so glad! got my stuff & threw away my berkz. bUt..the lect was empty. only a few lost cats inside...we were one of them. argh... found out that no lect on that dae. our negligence to blame? went for a quick bite & i went back to continue proj stuff. then it was tutorials 2-4 & 4-6pm b4 heading for work.

last & major suay...realised that the pants i asked my maid to pack...wrong one! had 2 tiny lobang...at the tip of the back pockets. so embarrassing! gosh. had to resort to tucking out & swopping cold side with glad...to hide in kitchen. thanx glad! mafan ni le. =P yep...luckily that was all...too many surprises for me yesterdae. neo drop by at ny with her siblingz...how sweet of her. hahaha

wasn't busy last nite...guess coz everyone's busy cleaning up for cny. went to happy valley to cHiLl...set off with 5 bikes...kinda fun on the road. was fun disturbing a "new couple"...they look cute together. haha & it was nice gathering like that again. todae's badminton was good...lost some choleries. but i guess its not enough to offset cny goodies. watever...its the yr of pig! 100% pork. maybe its the yr for all to get fat. hahahhaa cHoY! enjoy pple! its a week of excitement for me!

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Sunday, February 11, 2007


things happening ard me & my frenz....


Some people are hard to understand. some juz hide their troubles...some show it so obviously. some pple cHanGe...can be good or bad. or there may be instances where they may have deceived u all along...onli for u to find out later. but does that make their past niceness unreal? were they genuinely treating u nice? its hard to tell...but i'll choose to believe so. if otherwise...i wonder where the motive lies. i generally trust pple...easily. but once that trust is lost...i guess there's no turning back.

when pple are angry or pissed off...there's a tendency of blabbering unpleasant stuff. most of the time venting their anger & channeling it into words that hurt others. well...those whom can control that...thumbs up! can it be done by juz keeping quiet? onli temporarily coz u'll kena internal injuries(translated from chinese). or listening to techno or watever that calms ur mind? yes...music IS a good cure. of course...crying works for me well. try one of these...if all doesn't work...juz sleep. should feel better the next dae. =)

life's full of obstacles. we're all learning day by day...learning how to be a better person. its all abt choices too....whether u wanna live happily or in misery. its a mind game...how u control ur mind to control every part of ur body...including ur heart. we're all still learning...how this game is played. i'm still at the start....awaiting to discover so much more. hMmm....

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Wednesday, February 07, 2007


feelings of discomfort...


a lazy wed spent at home again...doing endless tutorials and proj research. amongst all these...thinking abt outingz..snooker...& cny. can't help but think of play...thinks its in my blood. hahaha anywayz...i've been thinking lots. my life's not terrible...i'm blessed in many ways. gotta be thankful to all i have. but at times, its inevitable that we think of stuff lacking in our lives. be it material or emo. maybe good things are only meant to see...not touch. like how beautiful crystals are kept behind glass panels. once we get hold of such 'wants', it doesn't seem to worth as much as it initially did. maybe thats why unreachable stuff are so valuable? we tend to want things that are hard to achieve & yet take for granted things we already have. i'm aware of it...thats y i make sure i'm not guilty of it. trying to treasure everything i have now & seldom wanting to aim high. simplicity is best.

but it hurts to know that others see u in a different light. others meaning those who seem to know but don't. although i can't blame them for having their own opinions..it juz saddens me that i'm "evil" in their perspective. i may have blown up this "them" due to 1 person's remark...but i'm aware of the many others who think the same as that 1 person. i noe i shouldn't care wat other pple think ('coz they don't know the whole story)...but i'm still affected (due to my sensitive nature). luckily this infection onli comes temporarily. well, as an outsider of a particular situation...things sure seems different to that felt by the players in it. feelings are felt onli by the players...thoughts are created by the outsiders. thoughts that "blackmails" the players. or should i say perceptions. assumptions that what they see confirms their deductions. that wat the player is doing is so wrong & selfish.

the player is trying so hard to maintain something so vulnerable. something the outsider doesn't experience...doesn't realise or feel. something so difficult to explain & can onli be felt. & yet the player's intentions are sometimes misunderstood as wrong/evil from outsider's point of view. of course there are those "them" whom truely understand...listen...support & guide the players so that the player knows everything will turn out fine. player thanx all those worthy & hopes that the tendency of outsiders judging players will be voided. ---Forgive & Unforget--- (unless ur memory fails u)

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