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Monday, September 28, 2009

i know

i know what to blog aldy. i know y i feel funny. bcoz recently weird things are happening. not to me.. but to frenz ard me. y is it that there is a similarity in all their endings? its not juz 1.. its like 3 pple ard me. omg.. wat's going on. is it bcoz of age.. that these start to get common? no.. i believe its not. it can't be. juz coincidence. now i understand my down mood. not that i'm directly hit... but that those ard me are. i'm the pillar.. here for support. if i can survive for so long.. i know u all can too. come on! cheer up~ life is GREAT, as long as u want it to be! hahahaha

been trying real hard to finish Wuthering Heights. chimology to the max. i'm juz not up to this kinda standard. but bcoz it is linked to twilight.. i will finish reading it! starting to get used to the language.. but it realli needs more effort than usual. omg.. how can pple actually write so abstractly. heard its the greatest love story ever... so ya. i'll try my best to comprehend.

yoga 1st lesson was so calm, no sweat. realli did the oHmm thingy.. but without the sound. was laughing inside but concentrating externally. we were a little giggly in class.. but controlled. missed 2nd class as i went for a little retail therapy with parents at JB. shiok la. anyway, went to another group's class instead, which was the 2nd last for them.. so the techniques were all so different and me & ting were actually panting. tiring lo! back to our own group this week... we need to progress slowly.

oct babies bdaes coming le. seems like so much fun. i juz wish i didn't have to work. argh! monday blues is almost over. but next week will come again. manz.. its a cycle. nvm... more outings to take my blues away......

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aei..

hmm.. what should i blog. wat should i blogg. wat should i bloggg. let me think longer...

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Saturday, September 05, 2009

time to upgrade..

sometimes i wish i have a goal in life.. besides juz enjoying life. i'm constantly searching. who am i. wat i want out of life. as time goes by.. i'm aware of my interests. but sometimes the frictions to such interests can hinder the process.. and the many sacrifices and risks may not be worthwhile. there are cases where pple go all out to follow their dreams & succeed. but its a bold step to take. too bold for a non-risk taker.

i've chosen to take subtle steps towards wat may seem to be what i like. i can't be too sure though. coz things alwayz seem interesting at 1st.. but could turn out different when u realli get into it. gotta try to find out rite? have recently signed up for courses to upgrade myself. 1 that has alwayz been my fascination.. 1 is more of a group activity with my darlings.. and 1 more which is still pending. taking a cert may not be enough to qualify... but i guess i'll try. coz taking a diplo does not seem logical. gotta see if i have that creative element 1st. only after i've gone thru' them.. then i'll conclude if it is something i am fated to do. otherwise, wat's the worst that could happen... using some savings to learn a new skill? guess it'll be worth it. woohoo~

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