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Wednesday, January 31, 2007

unexpected yester-dae

some updates 1st...gona trim & dye hair next wk with karen. its been a while since i dyed my hair...for those who know me. =P had a dream or maybe nitemare last nite...dreamt that a plane flip over & over again in the sky b4 it crashed nearby. no impact coz i was far enough...then the debris flew towards me & crashed a few miles away & i felt the impact. know like those kinda shows where the bomb exploded nearby & the person flew to the floor? yah...thats wat happened to lena in dreamland. hahaha woke up feeling a little traumatized. hMm...accidents do happen. like wat happened to the actress so suddenly. juz hope our loved ones & those we hold so dearly are protected. being paranoid is useless...when its time, its time...rite? juz believe in the best & live life to the fullest!

anywayz...yesterdae was different. in a gd way. buddy vinc called me while i was on the way to sch..great timing. coz i was so early...overestimated my travelling time to science fac. so we met up for lunch..a little rush but at least better than slacking ard with nothing to do b4 lect starts. he crashed my lect after that. had proj meeting with fang & lam, which i ate again. next lect was easy to pass 'coz i was looking forward to snooker later on. buddy jord came to his future sch to pre-experience uni life...by crashing vinc's lect. so we went for dinner at munchie monkeys. unexpected meetups was great...rather than slowly travelling alone to snooker. hope we'll meet up like that when they join us in campus...unless onli want new frens? wahahaa

so later jord picked janice b4 sending me to my tue nite hangout. we're the last ones standing coz lesser pple are turning up for training. buT...there was a new face. coach split us into 2 tables...with 3 there & 2 of us here. us meaning me & the new guy. each practices on 1 end of the table. initialli i juz practised...until i got a little sian...too quiet. so i toked to him. was hesitating at 1st...coz he was concentrating & i didn't wanna seem overly friendly. i was focused too okie...but my acheing back distracted me. so we toked...it was so comfortable. u noe the way u speak to a stranger & a fren is diff? this stranger seems to be a fren. so juz toked sch stuff. we were instructed to play a game after that. our scores were a close fight...but he hit in many more than me. i was lucky with the colours. our fouls cancelled out many times & didn't manage to finish the full game 'coz training ended. it was fun...made a new fren with a dimple. =P
btw, my nails are peeling...any idea wat i'm lacking? wat vitamins? hahaha

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Friday, January 26, 2007

the usual...schling...

back to sch...this time w/o ah leong...kinda different. but still alright...got the couple with me...& also yeefi and gang. so many projs...different proj grp mates...so messy! gona start soon...stress coming soon...gona work less soon.

reshuffling gona start in feb. bye to simz...derrick...eddie...rahmat...kahmun. hi to keelim...shaun...hadijah...& another 2 whom i don't know. well...things are sure gona change. upset that others judge our outlet even b4 working with us. oh well...guess its mother nature that everyone puts judgement on others b4 even knowing them. hope that after interaction...they'll know how fun & bonded we are. hahaha

less mj-ing already...obviously. less la kopi-ing too...coz ah neh's are back to work. but weekends still oNz ba...also badminton on sundaes! finally there's determination in someone to book courtz....coz i'm too lazy w/o any pushing. thanx jord! xing ku ni le. its about time...i start exercising again. hahaha cutting down on suppers too! if realli eat....then sleep later loh. hahah so looking forward to xw & mui's concert...i'm so proud of them! sure veri nice de. =)

should i dye my hair? now its half black & half messy brown. hMm.... dilemma. now or 2 months later. ehHh....red or purple....yeAh! i need a trim anywayz... =P

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Friday, January 12, 2007

been down...but now up. =)

last 4 daes...moodometer was fluctuating. was happy then siannerism got me. moodless won me. was affected by unfairness in life. thought i've already lost it...but end up aLmoSt onli. i'm so relieved...so glad this drama is all over. "recover" already. my intuition was right...followed suit. but sui yuan...brought things back on track. thanx to all who listened to my whinnings...for the great advice & support.

i've realised that my disappointment and anger got ahead of me. blurred my vision of seeing my faults. saying stuff b4 thinking. there's a tendency for me to do that. my bad pt ba. sorrie manz...i'll be more careful. if i hadn't said the wrong stuff...all these may not have happened. but wat's said...cannot be erased ba. after all the pouring out...i feel better. settled some terms... made mutual agreements. everythings fine ba. thanx!

frenz are incredible impt to me...family too. thats all for now. =)

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Sunday, January 07, 2007

sch starting...2nd sem....hAiz...

yesterdae was a eMotiOnaL dae. like felt every emotion there is to feel. exaggerated la. anywayz...woke up later than planned...luckily still in time to bid for my extra module. after much mind-changing decisions...finally bid for one which i managed to get successfully! yeah...gona s/u it. everyone's saying that this coming sem is gona be super hectic...more than the previous...argh. may i be blessed with gd luck.

then as mich was patiently waiting for me...i got all the more gan chiong. hahah pai seh. =P we rushed down to vivo...kinda last min plan. & ended up with onli 1+ hrs to walk ard...plus our shilin meesua! its amazing that she could find 2 topz during the short mad rush. hahah heng she sent me to work...coz i'm already late. it was busy...orderz kept coming in...suddenly pple all wanted to have desserts & drinks. then i realised 2 familiar faces...vinc & sj. didn't even noe when they came. happy la...so honoured that they come holland. haha was too busy to chat more...sorrie manz. its a nice feeling that frenz come find me at work...even if its not on purpose. like that dae...met my old neighbour. so glad coz while working...sometimes i sudden surprise will make my day. =) after that went lakopi with jord & alex...plus the long-time-no-see DJ pandA! hahah his mixing is good! hope to see him mixing in a club 1 dae. hahah

todae pple take me on roller coaster ride again...emo coaster. i'm getting tired of it. maybe its gotta stop. sometimes i juz feel so helpless...like watever i say/do is not right. either way....i'm hurting others... life juz sux sometimes. onli sometimes.

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Monday, January 01, 2007

merry xmas & a happy new yr!

haven't been blogging for 3 wks liao...lagging in here. haha its been a fantastic december...a great 2006! 1stly....2006 past wAy tooOo fast...its a yr of parties! 21st bdae parties + outingZ + mj + la kopi + ktv! wow...so fast rite! after exams...it was back to work to earn $$. veri broke nowadaes...this yr especially. a/c realli dried up. well...went to bangkok 3 wks ago...shop shop shop! like siao! ard 10 topz...3 belts...3 shorts...slippers...shoes...bags...jeans...earrings...oh manz! manicure...foot massages...spent & ate like a princess there. coz things there are so cheap! but some stuff quality not veri good ba. wanna upload some pics but no time...maybe another time when i'm realli free. not as many pics as previous taiwan trip...coz this was all crazy shopping for 5 daes. swenswens there was superb! onli sell ice cream by the way...so different. fondue...yummy! didn't have enough $$ to go floating mkt or watch "shows"...wasted! haha nvm..it was realli fun in thailand but moneyless when i came back.

then it was outingz after outingz back in rainy s'pore. xmas was cooling...rainy season manz. but not too cold for a white xmas. would love to experience one though...maybe next time. well...helped mich decorate her place for a glam party. stayed up that nite...talking all the way through midnite till 7+am. break record manz. 1st time experience such a long & meaningful tok b4...especially with my precious galz...all present. got bonus 'coz of guys' heartful opinions. a few daes later came yesterdae....countdown to 2007! went potluck-ing to mich place...superlicious dinner! wide spread...more than enough food. great onde-onde and hands-on choc fondue! choc not veri successful...but still as nice. hahah after the countdown...pop stuff & was all shocked by a failed fire cracker which bombed...sudden & loud. we were partially deaf for a moment. argh. haha started playing games within a circle...so fun & hilarious! took a break ard 2+...then played pictionary. exciting...even her bros were so awake. keke then supposedly all started to knock out...so i took a cosy couch to rest. but i was half awake half sleeping. then i realise less pple were lying ard & more pple toking. but was too comfy & lazy to move. missed some gossips...argh!

last wk went ktv consecutively for 4 daes leh.. 1st 3 is with the same pple...my la kopi kakis! keep singing same songs loh...but its still enjoyable. although alwayz kena suan...but nvm lah. used to it liaoz...hor? i'll save my power up...then suan u all! HA HA HA =P last wk of holidaes for me! gona start 2nd sem of 3rd yr...then another 1 more yr b4 grad! heard the coming modules are tougher...lets all jia you! for now...juz play lah! no need to sleep de....play 1st. waHaHaHa~ =) enjoy pple!! its 2007!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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