Initially you had no ojections so i thought u were totally ok with it. but when the dae drew near... you sounded uncomfortable. but you didn't want to stop me as u knew i wanted it. your firm words earlier in the day somehow made me understood your stand. & bcoz of what u said.. i made a promise to u that this will be the last. a promise is a promise & it will be kept. i seldom make promises so this i will definitely keep.

17 march 2011.. another date to remember. after 1 & 22 jan 2010.. it's all complete. all i wanted and all i love. no regrets. although i was wishing you were there with me or even after i was done.. but its okie. your support was all i needed. i can live with that.

there are the usual expectations and unhappiness i still feel uncomfortable with. but hope time will heal and things will change in time. maybe i gotta learn to let go and not harp on unnecessary worries. dun think so much and juz learn to accept things as they are. coz i really want this to work. :-*

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