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Thursday, April 24, 2008

god is fair..

i realli believe in it. look around you... people... lives... it juz soothingly concludes injustice. although sometimes it may seem like all is so wrong for some... there are definitely positiveness somewhere... somehow. this term is not a form of self-fulfilling prophecy, although it does somewhat eases oneself.. i believe there's much truth in this saying. it gives a good feeling that... not all is bad. that there's goodness in exchange for faults.

last mon.. upon see-ing a "C" for my gps essay... felt pure disappointment in myself. expected at least a "B" but came out worse. so it was hard to accept the fact that i've gotta say goodbye to my 3rd class. wasted a year... if u work out the comparisons. so down... so dampened. but later while studying... received a call. an interview has knocked on my door. delightful. it was like a ray of hope. finally after so long. although its not my number 1 choice... i'm juz glad i'm given this opportunity. gona see what it offers... & hopefully its suitable. (& i'm suitable for them) i'm not ambitious... so juz see how ba. if it works out well... i'll have an easier time during my papers.

well... i alwayz turn "tomato" in presentations. hope interviews won't turn out similar. never experienced such double anxiety.. going for interview the day before a paper. kinda nervous. argh. i really want my 3rd class! at this current point... its the best i can hope for. i need a miracle...

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Thursday, April 10, 2008

projs end...exams come.

here goes the cycle again. can't wait to finish up my case study, gps essay & nego proj. by tue... yes. all gona be done! then its time to staRt mugging. but this time... the cycle's gona stop there. yay + haiz. kinda glad that i'm finally graduating... but definitely gona miss it big time! been studying.. been going to school all these years... & now its a total change into real working life. can't imagine wat its gona be like...wat to expect... wat's gona happen...w/o any idea on my job-to-be. i guess i'll juz look forward to enjoying my grad trip for now. i can smell the blue mountains nearing.. .woOo hOOoo~

but 1st.. gotta do mc stuff.. grab hold of sponsors soon! with the confirmation of full carpark given... think its a start towards our road to success! next week's big shot sponsor meetings... damn crucial. the meetups are new to me... never done this kinda stuff before. so far those i've went were quite alright... but the requirements at the end was all the same. next week gona meet more challenging ones... as i've heard. abit intimidating. in order not to say the wrong stuff.. sometimes its better to keep quiet. hahaha argh. hope they'll juz confirm it manz.... trust nus mC! come on come on. with your collaborations... we can start doing lotsa stuff aldy! who's very rich? wanna sponsor our event? u're very welcomed to contact us! hahaha let's have faith.. with passionate and dependable members... can de! I'll help out while i search for my job... and even after i've found one k? hahaha

tmr celebrating ah neo's bdae! so long neber see her liao~ minds cafe... yeah~ gaming time! this weekend... gotta squeeze time for nego. oh manz... analysis again. statistics is not something i'm good at. those pple who invented those softwares... i think they're incredible. so complex until pple get lost in it. oh well... too technical.

alright... serious now. i'll go finish up my work. pOof~

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