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Thursday, October 27, 2005

yEaH...relaxed!

busi sch work over le! can relax for a while... great! been quite occupied with halloween decors recently...so if i suddenly mia...must understand k? haha halloween at nydc is this sat! gona be dark..& eEeRiEe! (i hope) hahah veri exciting leh! but still headache on wat to wear. haiz. poor us..all becoming zombies & pandas. but juz 1 more dae ba..& its play time! haha b3's designs are great..realli. higher than my standards ba..haha anyway..its the pia-ing together that makes it all fun...to me lah. keke i can't wait till tmr onwards! haha wOoO hoOOo~

well...its been a LONG time since i went town or even go out leh...shitz. so deprived of outing! been so occupied...aiyah. watever lah. town wun run away anyway...haha hmm..realised i've been complainting until so jialat abt that proj-mate of mine rite. i feel bad also..but i guess its realli bo pian. i've never been sOoOo aggitated by someone b4 ba. haha after reading his email on the concluding remarks for our proj...i dunno wanna laugh or go bang wall. wahahah realli dunno how to explain...nvm lah hor. juz 4get it. its over~ thanx godness! keke take it as part of my proj experience ba...haha

my mind has been going down memory lane again..think its coz of the rainy daes and the chinese songs...esp in 93.3fm. hahha also the email tarot cards which i played...while karen & gladys emphasized on a phrase. kaoz. hahah maybe coz i'm more relaxed now...got more time to think ba. haha its okie...exams coming...so wun have time to think of rubbish le. gonna start studying le!! must must must~ jialat liao. =P

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Tuesday, October 25, 2005

he's juz so irritating!

wah...never met someone so irresponsible b4 manz. he's suppose to be our proj leader! end up...wat he do? the least..no anaylsis...insisting his ideas are gd...act chim when he did't even bother abt correcting the simple mistakes he made when microsoft word even underline them leh. can u believe it? kaoz. the worst thing...i ask him so long ago abt a source he cited...he todae (proj deadline) then tell me say he cannot find. not onli that...he tell me he found some info somewhere...i suggest he put the info into a file(since he found it liao) & sent to me so that i can add it in. end up this "responsible" guy say..Oh~ got a few gd phrases in the article..maybe u will like to go & pick out some to include in the report. iNcReDibLe rite? wah lau eh...he take me as wat? like as if i dun have enough editing and consolidating to do. how must worse can he get. todae we 4 gerz manage to pia finish...heng hand up in time. but guess the citations abt kok up. hahaha

anyway...that proj is over!!! dun have to tok to him anymore! yEaH! pHeW...heNg ah! hahaha so now...can relac le! finally...juz have 1 more last report due next month...so sHiOk! keke gotta start studying for my exams le...coming le!!! haha yesterdae did alot in ny...all realli tired.. but i'm realli veri glad we all put in effort together...& got tired together. keke feel the bond manz...hehe todae i sure have to slp alot...wed one more time.

aHh!! i dunno wat to wear~ gothic...aiyoh. but quite exciting...the whole ny will be dark! haha yeah..laallalallaalalaa...its relaxing time! i wanna go shopping~ go out! go ktv~ movie also! everything! i haven't been to town for ages leh! i try to tahan for 1 more month...then holidae le...then can keesiao le!!!!!! so exciting~ =)

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Monday, October 24, 2005

i'm weird...

last weekend was crazy. i was crazy. coz of the many proj reports and presentations i had to complete...i guess i was totally stressed out. realli wanna apologise to ny pple manz...they must think i'm siao. i got so stressed and ganchiong...& being late for work didn't make it any better. when i'm at max stress point, anything pple say..which makes me all the more stress...i confirm cannot take it. that was wat happened. argh. i easily get veri affected. so next time...if i'm so stressed out..wait for me to cool down. if not i'll be damn sensitive & emotional ba. hahaaha anyway..they've seen the weird side of me. hope that was the last ba. hehe anyway..last sat was fun...painting at ny! its been a long time since i paint. hehe so re nao...many pple helped out! this week gona realli pia the decors. halloween's this sat! & i suay suay kena wait side...haiz. wat to wear?! i'm not gona rent this time ba. maybe its time to use my boots..keke nvm lah..bo pian. i try not to smile loh...try lah. haha
okok...go pia finish 1 more report...then go ny decor liao~ shag...but enjoyable! cya~

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Saturday, October 22, 2005

it can't get any worse..

i thought yesterdae was jialat enough..going ard sch for lessons then proj meeting...end up being damn late for work. i hAtE being late. couldn't even get a cab...gotta CALL for a cab. still so late. hai steven kena slam. hai nora cannot go home. started off work veri gan-chiongly. then kena slam again...orders keep coming. after that ok..relaxed le. coz ven sure make me laugh. went back sleep..thought todae will be better. came sch...realise my microsoft office fucked up. suddenly can't do any work on it. can open but cannot edit anything. how am i suppose to complete my reports? sundae suppose to meet gers...end up cancel coz all busi. so i thought family dinner. now i think i have to cancel coz of my kok up lappy..todae's proj canot do...change to tmr nite. then my other reports to be completed tmr i dunno how to pia finish. mon presentation...proj meetings and complete projs to hand up. shitz...mon go submission & i haven't complete. argH! i've neber felt so screwed up b4.....dun wanna tok abt it anymore.

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Tuesday, October 18, 2005

normal lena's back~

now i read my previous post...i also laugh...wahaha after that dae of extreme sTrEsS..i sleep..then next dae better liao. most of the time its like that ba. hehe had many pple calming me down & supporting me..thanx! feel so loved keke although i got no *uH hUm* but got frenz can le. yeAh! =) todae's presentation...shitz. as usual..lost for words...ta-ti-ta-tu~ face like tomato..haha juz gotta work on that report. managed to complete another individual proj last nite...now feel more relieved ba. next few daes all got proj meeting..for another 2 projs which is due next wk. alright le ba..still can manage.

juz dun look forward to 1 particular proj..i'm doing with these 3 gd frenz of mine..plus this science geek. we can't work with him! its horrible manz...he's so stuck to his ideas & trying to act chim. thinking his ideas are damn great...& i alwayz end up entertaining him by saying.."okok do it ur way". we have tried explaining to him some irrelevance but he juz dun accept our comments. so 4get it. watever~ he's the leader...but no initiative manZ~ i've nothing against science students...but he is juz so "different". sometimes keep so quite...but can tell he is thinking of stuff...dun wanna voice out. we all can't take it leh! best part is..tok all his chimology..when write out his part of the report...juz put in all quotes of the responses from interview with authorities. wat the hell~ no analysis or watever shit he say he wants leh. worst thing is he sort of bluff 2 of us abt smething..didn't wanna let us noe. then wat's grp work for? argh i've never had so much trouble working with someone b4. i noe i'm veri bad... actualli he's an okie person, but it has realli come to a point of time where, we all rEaLly canot tahan him liao leh....siGhZz. kk..hope this is the 1st & last experience with such pple...haha

enough abt that...tmr gona start ny decor! so exciting~ hehe seems like b3 veri stress abt the design...relac girl~ didn't realise that we put so much pressure on u...u no time its okie de hor! take it easy...! no worries~ its not like ur tedious sch projs...designer =P we'll have fun tmr...sat...& more! enjoy enjoy! i still remember last yr decorating...so fun so fun so fun!! =D btw, paragraphing so much better rite? i should have done it long time ago...keke

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Monday, October 17, 2005

shitz...i'm stressed again.........

argh! i'm gona freak out soon~! i dunno how to do tutorial...i have reports to edit. other projs to complete...presentations to prepare for...and all in juz 1 week. i have no time lah... if got no sch...no class...maybe can lah. but even travelling is wasting so much of my time! ah!! help me...i'm drowning! i cannot swim properly le...........haiz i feel so stressed......realli!!! super leh! no wonder so many pimples...hair dropping! aAAaAHHhhHh!!!!!!!!!!! u noe wat i feel like doing now? taking a super scary & exciting thrill ride! so that i can scream it all out! y s'pore dun have...y my house dun have?!!! everyone else is sleeping...mother going overseas tmr...father sick...brother alwayz not home. siGhZz. i juz suddenly feel like...everything is not going well for me. next few daes gona be busy with assignments..& besides all these stress... halloween is coming. means decorating ny. this is my chance of relaxing and i want to help out veri much. so sat will start. sure have to sacrifice some sleep but we should realli get it done. satisfaction 100%. sundae i may not be able to make it...hope they are not doing on that dae. sundae it's impt for me to meet up my galz for dinner coz i haven't seen them in ages...realli too long le. mon got major presentation..plus tue's submission of another proj. so now...i realised my next weekend gona be madness...hope everything turns out okie. but i seriously hate presentations! i duno y...but i think i have "presentation fright"? i get so nervous & i duno wat kind of english i start to speak. oh manz...i realli hate it. u see me burning..face so red. argh! i gotta overcome it fast manz...still gonna have presentations for 2 more yrs...sux! its weird coz i like to tok...but when it comes to a group of pple watching me...ah! i hate it! casual conversations is okie...but presentations..1 of my hated things! haiz.. can't wait to complete the projs. after this busy wkend...i'll have to pia finish 1 more report & presentation(again)...then i can finally start on my studying! exams next month leh...jialat already lah! less than a month's time u noe! argh! i'm so dead.....so short time to study. oh manz....i'm screwed....arGh!!~!~!!! but it also means holidae coming. but now...so jialat! haiz....kk. go edit report le....

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Sunday, October 09, 2005

blurr me!

alamak~ all these while u all see my blog...no pic..no animation? oh manz! i didn't noe leh...coz my comp alwayz can view them. picz all save in my comp...then the template settings i put the wrong tag...so stupid! todae go xw's place do proj...then i realise that my blog so many "x" wahahaha nvm..i gao tim le...all thanx to teacher vivien. wahaha now can see picz liao hor? yeah! i've learnt something new todae! hehe yesterdae celetbrated her bdae...went to eat ALOT..again...haha aiyoh..y bdaes alwayz eat so much...jialat lah. keke wanted to go that choc place at esplanade but too full & expensive ba. but we went to dxo! nice place to chill out...got indoor & outdoor. lucky for us...got some dj show, so music was not bad~ some breakdancing to see...& hiphop music. not much pple leh...maybe coz not yet popular. quite new ba. but no techno...haiz this last min "clubbing" was great...although we didn't dance...i was so glad that xw(who hates chionging) and ly+ray was in there with us! this kinda chance very rare..but nvm~ as long as bdae ger enjoy...can liao. haha finally got to see suwe's gf...not as bad as des & ls say ba. think they quite pei...wahaha yeah..had my fun...projs again. not working till wed! argh. but my schedule next week is superb! woOo hOoo...good mix..thanx debbie! keke hmm...lalalallaalalalllalalllallalaaa....when? haha

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Saturday, October 08, 2005

unbelievable stomach~

oh manz...ate so much yesterdae! dinner at CA with beat, glad & ren was so filling! haha we ate so much!! its so amazing how much our small stomach can take in so much! i must seriously stop over-eating...its so sinful! argh~ & the ice mocha was...yUckZ. still perfer nydc's one... hor? haha their digestive system was so gd...but mine took veri long. haha after walking a while..as usual go work loh. on the way...drank asahi...juz felt like it ba. occasional alcohol is good for body. keke i realli couldn't sit down in the bus..coz stomach toOoOo big! machiam gona puke when i sit down. too bloated manz...haha next time i'm not gona drink when i'm so full! hot side was busy manz...then cold side's turn. wait side no need scared. all pro.. hehe back almost broke while packing fridge...shitz. got a shock when i disturbed didi...think he damn shag liao. he like so pek chek...i shouldn't have open my big mouth. haiz. maybe i should see pple's mood 1st b4 i react ba. well...working so little coz i'm feeling the stress. conclusion: piseans think too much about too many things. think should juz swim away into the deep sea...... haha

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Sunday, October 02, 2005

enjoying..

so far after my midterm paper...i haven't touched by notes! oh manz...so occupied with outingz and work. keke but b4 u scold me...i'll study tonite! hehe sat slam ah...so many orders to do & the spoilt oven door was not helping! haha well...bo pian gotta wait for them to fix...for now must tahan. poor vie...hold until right arm eat lemon...must make sure go gym train left arm hor. =P yah...that nite got surprise cake for karen but veri xing ku leh...coz i had to pretend that i 4get her bdae. act blur. haha but i guess i managed to succeed? that sue almost gave it away...haiz anyway..got her fav spike d..uM! so nice! rite? haha glad to see chan again...we all miss her ah...her craziness and yo-ah-yo~ haha kor is getting so fit! oh manz...must control wat he eat le...if not later become balloon. wahahah & we'll have sof outing soon k! i miss it so much~!~!!~ keke yeah..after that we went to watch corpse bride...i think not bad leh..juz that too many musical parts...aiyoh. storyline simple...but sweet. typical fairytale which piseans like...wahahah & i must say...the piano tunes were so nice~! argh! i was melting away while karen dozed off abit. haha yeah...tmr got outing again...this time is dajie' s actual bdae..lets enjoy! lallalalaallalallalalalaalalalllalalalalaalallalaalalalalalaa

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