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Saturday, January 26, 2008

neutrality...

no more ups & downs. i'm actualli feeling very neutral nowadaes. maybe after all those emo times and happy times... now comes the stable.. normal me. hahahaha coz i've started research on my case study... and have been reading the thick coursepack for my political science module. at some point in time.. i thought i realli should drop... but after last wed's lecture... i've decided to stay on. although its crazy to be taking such a taxing module in this last sem... i realise that its beneficial for me.. as a singaporean. having a parochial attitude towards sg politics for the past 2 decades of my life... i'm finally "forcing" myself to learn more... about such things that i'd never go & find out myself. of course the fears of essay and final exams haunt me... coz i'm competing with all those competent writers. nvm... at least i learnt more about my homeland. hahaha

so sch's still manageable now... ankle is not misbehaving anymore. feel so normal again. have a fairly packed schedule... but juz can't wait for cny! oh... & going V bash tonite... time to relaX~! next wkend is jc reunion... so long neber gather liao! argh... i couldn't fulfill my bet with zhenyan. to lose pounds b4 xmas.... now reaching cny & i've still no progress. oOopz. hope he don't remember. wahahhaaha oh ya... yesterdae was nusmc interview... so heng i didn't have to go thru' that. think i would have fumbled. hahaha in a few months time... can't run away from job interviews. time to be brave...i hope. =P

ok... some publicity now. Lee Sheng Jie's latest album is out! abt a wk liao... so my advertising abit slow. hahhaa anywayz... think he looks more boyish with his hair cut. can't wait to go ktv to watch the mtv. hope its in soon~! got the cd... no piracy! support royalties... kekeke so happie for radio... i'm his loyal supporter. hahaha not gona say which songs yet... coz wanna get honest feedback 1st. hope they become hit songs again. but i think there are more potential ones still in the publishers' list... they gotta make them known! reach the right singer... & it'll reach us! realli hope he goes far with that talent. =D

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Wednesday, January 23, 2008

back to sch life...

have been kinda busy since sch started. countless career talks.. and mc meeting! can't believe how often they actualli meet up. onli a few la...they how enthu!! hahaha but this is a totalli new thing for me... guess i should have joined them earlier so that i can contribute more ba. snooker should have started even earlier too... now have to leave them abruptly. haiz. feel so sorry. well... realli hope cnkc will be a success. can't wait for it to all happen! kekeke anywayz... getting a little stressed up nowadaes... kinda early though. maybe coz i've never set any expected grade for the past 7 sems. but this sem... i noe that i have to get at least A- for my modules & case study? thats like near to impossible. with mediocre grades all along... how can i not get stressed? but if thats not attainable... bye bye 3rd class. not even 2rd lower. i noe its nothing much... but thats the best i can reach.. for now. i so regret the fluctuations in yr2. hAiz. oh well... grades are not everything... that's how i should console myself rite... =P

i've been trying hard to think wat kinda job i'd want. i have no direction yet... should i go into the RE industry? or wat else can i possible do? i juz wanna do something i enjoy... which is...? i've no idea wat i want sometimes. how do i start applying... when i dun even noe wat i'm interested in? how lost can someone get. useless. argh. with all the career talks in sch... it juz makes me ponder. the leaders they're looking for... am i up to that? it all seems so great.. but i'm still new to the working world. wat i perceive now may not turn out to be wat it realli is. i've alwayz been veri simple-minded. no huge aspirations... no huge dreamz... juz want a stable, interesting and acceptably-well-paid job. abt moving up the corporate ladder... i've never thought of that...yet. so maybe... i shouldn't be so stressed after all? but i want a 3rd class.. at least! y izzit so-near-yet-so-far! argh~ dun have any great achievements so far... juz a simplistic, average graduate. & thinking of the interviews... shaky aldy... still must praise how good i am? how to?! hahaha life's short. so little time... with so much to do. why why why... why is time alwayz flying when u need it most?

oK.. more cOoL stuff now. so many events coming up! cny~ eat cookies.. bakwah... steamboat.. take angbao & ktv! hahaha then bdae cycles coming again. my galz... we can meet up regularly le! at least for feb & march. hahhaa then it'll be exams.. then grad... then find job? so fast so fast... another transition in my life. a change in lifestyle... hope i can find a suitable fit then. see hOw... =)

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Thursday, January 17, 2008

differences...

ever wondered how come twins are somewhat spiritually-linked but yet so different? why do unexplainable commonalities exist in pple of no relation... with only similar horoscopes as justification? wat makes u similar? the time of the year u're born? or the source which u came from? how is it that pple genetically linked can turn out so different?

u said b4... inherent personality differences & similarities in subtle respects. i couldn't agree more. but i'm starting to think that the subtlity is fading. can't seem to find similarities in aspects i deem important. are we really thAt different? or have environmental changes altered the situation. in deed it was as if we grew up in two different worlds or somehow grew to be different. if i was given a choice, though selfish, i'd prefer u never left. i 'd rather quarrel/fight like how we used to... than have u now like as if u're still distant. its a pity we've missed out on each others' paths... important crossroads that we should have passed. such contrasting goals and piorities in life... i juz hope the important ones u'll realise. my respect may have led to expectations... of which u seem to let me down. prove me wrong so that my respect can go on. we were never close... bcoz we didn't have the chance. but despite all, i hope u realise that i am alwayz here for u. they deserve so much... & its my piority. juz hope it's yours too.

waiting for this uncomfortable phase to end.

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Thursday, January 10, 2008

Day trip to JB~

at 1st i thought i was gona shop alone... while my parents shop for their stuff todae. bUt! yesterdae last min... glad & ren could make it! assumed that they couldn't coz of work & sch... but end up they set aside time to join the shopping spreee! thanx so much for ur time & company! =)

its been a long time since i went to JB... so near! hahaha previous drive trip to kl via 2nd link took much longer... so i felt that going jb was like going boon lay. hypothetically. wahahhaha anywayz... went to huge Jusco at tebrau city to shop. rushed quite a bit initially coz i thought after lunch will be going elsewhere... but end up the plan was onli jusco. hahah they 2 bought so little... i felt i was buying too much. but things are no doubt cheaper there... so can't resist rite. brands like esprit, levis and dorothy perkins all equally expensive... so.. nah. juz bought some tops & uH-hMs from jusco...irresistably nice & comfy wedge-heels for work (soon)...& shades which i don't need. glad couldn't resist too. onli 10 sing bucks... buy & standby loh. i'll use it next time ba... hahaha karen was like the advisor all the while... she hardly shopped... -_-''' hahaha

it was a very stomach-filling dae. ate cup corn at ard 10+am.. then 1pm ate at some yummilicious jap restaurant with my parents & their frenz. the salmon sashimi... wAh! shiOok la~ & cheap cheap cheap! hahaha walked a while to digest... then ate baskin robins! my childhood fav icecream! so many unique flavours... we 3 had a hard time choosing onli 1 flavour each. shared a waffle bowl of 3 scoops of colourful icecream...

a conflicting variety of mint, sour & sweet! amazingly... it didn't taste weird. very nice actually~! hahaha walked more...then eat again! 4+pm went for secret recipe tea-break (cheap!). brownie (with thin line of chz in the middle) was a total let-down... still prefer the authentic kind. but caramel chz cake was great! then ard 7pm, ate dinner at hak seng. btw... the dinner was very interesting! the boss is so hilarious~! outrightly arrogant... natural... stern-look. but u will realise that his arrogance is not harmful but yet very entertaining. my parents frequent there so they told us how straight-forward he can be. his responses are juz so uniquely.... arrogant. hahaha it's like he knows he is... but he's not bothered by it. & when he jokes... his facial expression is controlled very well. great food. realli! quality dishes. no wonder my parents alwayz eat there. near customs somemore.. keke genuinely nice fella... juz don't ever try to give unpleasant comments on his food. =P

was really super duper full... filled to the brim. dunno why we ate so much... juz wanted to enjoy ba. have the feeling of being out-of-s'pore. and maybe that was all we could do besides shop. coz suay suay... todae was like a special dae for m'sians. so the cinema & ktv was closed! so wasted lei. gladys had a brilliant idea of going for menicure before leaving for dinner... so we searched for quite some time. when we finally found the place... it was fully booked. we couldn't even pamper our nails... haiz. see... very suay rite. haiyah... but bo pian loh. fated to onli eat & shop. hahhaa but it was still an enjoyable trip. fast, short & fun getaway... & a great experience! i am ready for sch now. hahaha =)

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Sunday, January 06, 2008

start of 2008..

never realli thought of new yr resolutions... but this yr... we galz started thinking. & have to seriously fulfill them. so yah... for those who knows... will noe. =) lets jiayou to reach our goals set for this fruitful new yr!

gona do some data entry next 3 daes... an alternative source of income coz ankle prohibits me to work at nydc lately. hope to go back to work as soon as i'm back in healthy form. hahaha can't wait for thurs shopping with parents. been a lOng loNg time since i actualli went on holidae with them. although onli a short & nearby trip... but still... excited! kekeke i haven't shopped in ages.... its about time. woo hoo~

sch's starting soon... this sem's gona be different. onli taking 3 modules... including my case study which is more of self-project work. so most prob will officially have onli 1 or 2 daes of sch each week. shiok rite...bUT! still have to come back for case study research as often as i can. self-discipline... am i up for that? i have to pull up my CAPs! another new commitment will be nus motoring club. gotta try my best to help out... hope i'll be more of an asset than a liability... kekeke was briefed on the happenings in store for nusmc this yr... and it sounds real fun but also lotsa work to do. gotta plan my daes right. set aside daes for case study... fix daes to work ny... put aside fri nitez for mc meetings... plan outingz with impt pple in my life every now & then. yes! it seems like an exciting new yr~ hahahaha its gona fly past... with cny coming to shorten the studying sem. so much to look forward... but also alot to fear. i'm gearing up for this challenging new yr! stay hopeful lena~

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Wednesday, January 02, 2008

end of 2007...bye~

28th was des's 22nd celebration. it was full attendance. ate at sakae outside ps where we had super yummy choc cake after dinner. we had a semi-private enclosed space.. but i still preferred the waraku privacy we had for xw-cum-qt's bdae some time back. des had so many IQ qns for us... all of us cracking our brains & using up all our brain juices till we all got tired. conclusion: mui's IQ highest... accreditted to her great maths & logic skills. chimology. there's even modules on logic... & i wun ever take them. too chim & taxing for me.. =P

later... we went to old sch. way up mt sophia. nice place to chill in the cool outdoors... but some got kissed by mosquitoes.. keke dearest ann got us lotsa staff from shanghai... thanx for the pouch, earrings & chocZ! kekeke so b4 we left... took a pic of us with old sch~!

met up with jord later... unexpectedly for hotel spree! b4 going for some supper.. went hotel by hotel to find availability for our 31st hangout. it was a period of excitement... disappointment & anticipation. so hoping to find available hotel rooms which could view the fireworks... but most fully booked.. then finally oriental & excelsior had rooms but prices so high. so we ended up kinda excited about all... can't wait for countdown to come.

29th went blading with ny pple. so long since we had an outing!! but some 4got to bring our xmas exchange... oOopz. hahaha we exercised round ecp... stopped at jetty for breaks... & got drenched in 2 rain intervals. it was so fun! lost some weight.. keke

after discussing for some time... finally decided to eat at ichiban for dinner. split into 2 tables coz too many of us... & we had so much food! & then surprised didi with belated bdae cake. kekeke 4got to bring his present! 4getful me...haiz. after so long.... sof reunite! when can we sof outing again? =P

anywayz... wanted to watch movie but didn't have any nice ones to catch... so played arcade a while b4 our next activity. lan gaming! cheap & fun. long time since we all played cs together. the guyz so lihai la... i think i onli lasted on the battle field less than 50 sec each round la. died so quickly.

30th went to punggol to see some karting & car stuff... then later was at expo for car exhibition. nice manz. saw a white beauty..rush... nice leh! so suitable for girlz. but i think i still prefer mazda 3.. juz looks so nice. i think its a sign manz... it keeps appearing in front of me. when can i ever afford one... haiz. long long way more la. slowly wait. & wat's even more exciting was the drifting performance outside expo! damn cool manz. they drifted in the carpark... showcasing their professional skills. uP la. was damn impressed!

31st... checked into excelsior in the afternoon. the room was nicer than expected! coz externally... it didn't look very nice... so we were mentally prepared. but when i went in.. it was wOw!! the huge window.. juz wat we needed to view fireworks. hahaha the view was so nice... s'pore flyer & the 2 durians. or pineapples which jordiE calls them. haha

went out for avp2 b4 tah bao-ing dinner from newton. had a hard time differentiating which was alien, predator & the hybrid. so slimy & gross... think will have avp3 ba. eEek. newton was packed.. luckily no eating there. bought so much food la! including my favs. stingray.. lala.. kAngkong.. chix wings.. blah blah blah. super sinful... but it was the last dae of 2007.. so.. heck la~ haha watched on-the-floor-tv terminator before tucking in for a cosy dinner... sHiOk~

the nite view even nicer la... with lights and all. the flyer was lighted red and there were many many balls floating on the bay which changes colour. blue... yellow.. red..green... etc. the whole bridge was filled with pple... tons & tons.

i juz love to stay in hotels... so luxurious. feel so pampered. kekeke of course ignoring the price we had to pay. =P alwayz wanted to stay in a s'pore hotel... finally did it! & with a purpose so worth it... fireworks! so we were all by the window... awaiting the moment....

it popped right straight ahead. best view... no crowd... so magnificent!! my camera played me out... took a video of the whole fws but it came out blank. onli can hear the sounds. argh! so disappointed. ya... i should get a new camera.. but its not top piority in my new yr resolution. wahahha the cam keesiao de... now i take video perfectly fine. parents gona send it for repair. aAhhH! y must it not-work at that point in time when i needed it most! haiz. heng jordiE took picz... so nice la!!!! it was a wonderful experience. best ambience.. fantastic company... wat a great way to start 2008!! & with the wishes coming from my galz...happy 2008! i missed the gal talk... but i'll show u all fws pics! keke too bad alex had to leave early... see the nice nice fws u missed! hahaha so...cheerZ to 2008! =D

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