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Monday, December 26, 2005

km8..

wah..i had a hard time lying to mich lah. waited in ny...until all of them met up...then i can finally bring the cake to km8. wahaha it was not easy making up story ok~ =P haha nice place to relac...but its kinda inconvenient coz inside sentosa. there's free parking there i think. hehe anyway... breeze was nice...starz were fantastic..onli the music was quite a let-down. there's a small pool there too...but didn't go in ba. too mafan... hehe the staff there were so friendly...and i ate vegetarian pizza~ their food was gOoD...then we drank apple shots and some of their signature drinks. heineken and also some that tasted like cough syrup. keke spend our whole nite there. mood was not veri high coz no countdown or watsoever & the music juz made it worse...haha 1 or 2 nice songs came up at midnite...but that was it. haha ate the durian logcake...then was full full full!

me & my big mouth again...alwayz say things without thinking. argh! haha b4 mich open her present..it slipped out of my mouth! aiyoh! maybe i shouldn't tok so much sometimes...hahaha we galz made our way to ly's house for a girls stayover! hehe we talked in her room...but as usual...1st one to dreamland was mich! haha & realli fast too. guess she was realli tired ba. keke next was xw...so onli left ly, ann & me. listened to ann's troubles at work...its not an easy job she's doing. hope we made her feel better after that. not so lost le? it'll be over soon...treat it as an experience ba. hehe we woke up for mac breakfast. the delivery took an hour. aiyoh. but it was a nice breakfast with them for a christmas morning! hehe

xmas dinner at grandma's house juz now was suPeRb! so many things to eat! wah...realli like a fiesta manz. i got xmas presents! so happy! hehe hmm...i noticed tension btw my bro's wife-to-be and my father. more shown on her face ba. although i didn't realli noe wat was going on...but i was quite worried. its abt the wedding planz ba. she looked unhappie. my papa was quiet...but that was normal. so it made me more confused. in the car back home...bro brought up the topic...& all seems to be toking normally. so i guess...its solved? yah...hope so. well...everyone's giving in a little & being acceptable ba.

gladys ah...think u tmr eat something light...drink lotsa water & rest well. rest more. see doc le...then go home rest whole afternoon k? hopefully u'll be jumping by evening. suddenly vomit? better eat properly girl...dun alwayz skip meals. this applies to karen too! full shift so many daes...haiz. must rest more..like me! haha 1 more week to enjoy! argh! too fast! hehe kk...take careZ everyone! 2006 coming!!!!!!!!!! =P good health & happiness to all~ =)

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Saturday, December 24, 2005

lalallaa...

wed went partyworld..drank bubble tea~ sang until shiok manz...hehe went to work as usual...then went zouk! actualli still look the same ba. juz that many more huge speakers...thumping up everyone's mood. & nicer toilet~ haha phuture looks abit more spacious ba..hehe next dae went momo...its actualli a nice place...veri r&b. haha but coz it was thurs...so little pple! so not much fun there...sian until we pia cab go MU. haha it was the riGhT choice! go there...techno~ plus abit of hiphop at times. & heng open till 5am. hehe go there good leh...alwayz got free show to see. think the guyz all gona nose bleed anytime. haha pole dancers. there were pros as well as dUmpLinGs. hehe i finally exercised! keke its been a long time... =P

yesterdae went to celebrate didi's bdae after work. newton for supper...after our supper at nydc. wahaha eat until super full...plus the big piece of mango cake each of us had! haha the food was good...so spicy & shiok! but the lala ok onli lah...not good enough. keke shirlene was so cute! she eat quietly...but anytime she will go crazy. so farnie. great girl. dunno y royce dun want her. haiz. too bad for him. haha wow..i experienced my 1st accident at 4+am. heng not veri serious...but i was realli damn shocked at that moment. another taxi cut my taxi's lane suddenly...then the impact came. 1st the stop..the push+sound..then up & down the curb. luckily my taxi driver's steering gd..neber bang the lampost. coz went up curb...that bumpy moment i felt so scared. haha thanx to the seat belt..i wasn't flunk like my bag was. 1st time i'm a witness! but the driver hasn't contact me...dunno how izzit. the impact felt big...but i see le...the dent was not as bad as i thought. its dangerous on roads. pls...check blindspots pple! especially car drivers. dun put other cars in danger...& more imptly...bike riders. the innocent ones pay for ur carelessness. pls be careful on the roads...be alert! =)

yeah..its xmas eve...kk...gotta go get ready. finally going km8 @ sentosa. heard its a nice place to chill out. after that staying over at ly's place...think its gona be fun! haha so exciting! xmas is coming~ merry christmas!

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Wednesday, December 21, 2005

sacrificing my work for the blue one?

yeah! its worth it...keke i did make the right choice todae. gave up my shift to karen...which made her happie..& spend time with mich & ly...which made them happie too! (i hope) hahaha shopped ard for a while..helped mich pick nice suitable dresses. but think she haven't decided yet ba. think she'll end up buying tHaT chaos tube top. hahhaha =P juz saw xw's blog...mich..u should go see it too. keke its realli true...& i hope we didn't let u down too much the last time.. girl. realli sorrie for dragging the "talk time". & bryan replace me on xmas eve...so i'm giving my whole dae to u k? hahaah =)

after that went to meet neo, leong, kwok & yeo. wahaha went to eat at some fisherman wharf or something. at clark quay. the food was not bad. but the service sux to the CORE! f*cked up girl...gave a sucky face..i was ready to shout at her anytime. but didn't wanna spoil my frens' mood. never going back again manz...no air con somemore. service was the worst i ever saw! pUi! anywayz...after that went to settlers to play board games. excellent place...super GOOD service there...they explained the games to us. clearly..patiently & so friendly. so much variety too! great hangout place but gotta book table in advance. yeah...although didn't wanna go home so earli...but nvm ba. at least came back saw my parents...not aslp yet. hehe fun daes coming up! yeah... wOoO hoOo~

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Sunday, December 18, 2005

fully packed week ahead...

past few daes have been working....have to earn $$ manz. i've used nets recently until siao! its crazy...so scary~ "nets it"...not good at all. i didn't realise i spent so much. argh~ incredible. anyway...tmr onwards gona be fun fun fun. whole week planned out already. can't wait! juz gotta enjoy...december flying so fast! haha slow down abit leh... i need more time. keke i'm 4eva greedy. =P

hmm...still duno wat to do for my 21st bdae...so vexed. mao dun u noe. to make it big or not? i'm still considering. if i juz celebrate as per normal..i'm quite sure that i'll regret. but if i make it big...i'm afraid that i can't handle it. & how many to invite? & i'm worrying that my workaholism gets out of the bag. argh. i realli dunno. see how lah. i've got so many things to worry. anyway...thai express's tom yum is the best manz! shiOk! kk...i'm gona charge up for my activities that are coming up. *pOoF*

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Thursday, December 15, 2005

i had a dream...

juz woke up from a sweet dream...but reality is alwayz painful. the weird thing is...i remember the dream...the meaning behind the dream. pple say dreams mean something...its the work of ur subconscious mind. but u can choose to believe it or not...so i'll choose not to believe in it. coz i'm living in my conscious mind...not the subconscious one. once in a while...i'm reminded of my subconscious thoughts...but there's nothing i can do abt it. juz to accept & carry on. sometimes i realli wish to live in a fairy tale...like how i would wish to live in my dreamz. but dreams are onli temporary..reality is where i am. i dun wanna be a dreamer...but i can't help it. i like the dream...but a part of me hate it. i was so happy in the dream...i seriously felt it. but when i woke up...i juz felt lousy. like it was all over. dreamz can sometimes feel so real...y can't dreams happen in reality? haiz. yah..i noe i sound stupid and hopeless...but its juz how i feel after having this perfect dream.

okie...reality now. i'm gona go collect my ic...finally a new pic on my ic! not that most horrible looking pic anymore. that was the worst pic ever manz. maybe its the hair or the braces then. not that this new pic is nice...but definitely better than the last one. haha gladys saw my sec3 pic..me in short hair..& she said i was so ugly. luckily she didn't see my old ic...b4 i cut my hair short. think she will faint. hahaha yeah..gona work tonite onwards...no more full shifts coz many pple fighting for shifts.. haiz. but its gona be fun coz fun pple working together ba. hehe happy holidaes everyone~

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Wednesday, December 14, 2005

updating time...

well..haven't blogged for some time. many things happened. hmm...todae went rom. not me of course... my bro. 1st time seeing such stuff...& i was busy taking photos...so didn't hear wat the guy actualli said. wahah poor thing...had to repeat same phrases to so many couples registering every single dae. manz..think he dreaming also will say. haha my bro's wedding will be a simple one ba...they're a simple couple. dun like elaborate stuff. see...my bro's realli my opposite. i would like something more elaborate...not very kua zhang lah...but not as simple as his though. its once in a lifetime...i wanna be a princess on that dae! wahah tok cock... =P anyway...after that went for food tasting..also my 1st time. so full ah! it was gd food..& the chef met us after the meal to hear our comments. can't wait for the wedding...my bro's getting married! hope got baby to play with soon...hahah

have been doing xmas shopping...realli hard to find gifts leh...but almost done ba. gotta work more more more! haha mon nite went for prata after work...super last min plan...but all managed to go. francis's mind was not with us...coz he was eyeing his girl. allen didn't get to eat his tissue...but i got to drink my milo dinosaur! yeah. ayam soup was gd too. but sorrie i didn't eat much lah...i realli have to control. we can still go even if i dun eat much..i realli want to. juz being there is fun enough. i dun go for the food...i go for the enjoyment. =)

that nite managed to tok to mich...feel veri bad for not being there right when she needed us. hope that she felt better after the talk...i made it up by going ktv on mondae! haha is that counted? =P it was damn fun! hey...isn't it weird or scary sometimes...when u're juz toking abt someone...& that same someone will appear? well... this happened a few times recently...izzit fate or juz something that science can't explain? i dunno y i acted the way i did & i definitely acted differently. maybe its coz i'm tired...tired of all my rubbish. most imptly...i've gotta lose some weight...dun wanna leave this world so early. pls dun smoke.

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Saturday, December 10, 2005

working~

haven't got the time to blog nowadaes...been working full shift consecutively for the past 3 daes. keke okie lah...not very shag coz got mixture of kitchen and wait. nothing compared to last time when work full shifts all wait side. haha poor deb..last nite eyes sooOo red & swollen leh... oh manz. think she went to hospital after work. quite jialat...i see also worried. guess wun be seeing her for a few daes...will end up seeing our ny holland's greatest scandal everydae ba. hahah was gossiping last nite...especially when all in kitchen was girls...& plus debbie! wahahaha so farnie. =P

well...realli packing up my holidaes...onli 1 month! not enough~ aiyoh. hehe got free time i sure work... gotta finance my renting activities... kekeke especially when xmas cOmiNg! need $$ for the many many bdaes coming... and also coz next years...capna all turn 21~! haha oh no...i'm lousy at buying present...dunno wat to get for them! gotta save up $$ manz...21 leh...difficult task. haha

i'm a bad daughter. parents onli see me once a week. i feel so bad! i dunno...so troubled sometimes. i wanna spend time at home. but when i'm home in the dae...they're not. when i'm out at nite...they're home. when i'm back...they're aslp. when they wake up...i'm aslp. oh manz. i juz seem to have activites every week...many daes. gotta meet up my frenz...diff grps diff days. gotta work so that got $$ to spend & enjoy..dun wanna keep taking $$ from parents ba. each week juz seem so short! so i end up sacrificing my family time. i noe wat i should do...but i can't seem to do it~! i'm trying...but its difficult. i'm juz not a home person yet. gotta enjoy 1st. guess i'm born like that...from young..alwayz wanting to go out & alwayz wanting freedom ba. sometimes i feel my parents' sadness but then after that...i sense their understanding. like they noe i'm like that. well...i'm their notti night owl daughter ba. =)

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Tuesday, December 06, 2005

wat's wrong with me?

i had lotsa fun todae. went town with my galz. all were so late...poor organiser ly gotta wait so long. so sorrie girl~ hehe started shopping in far east... & ended up staying there for quite some time. so many things to see~! ly was the most successful...bought many stuff except a bag that she actualli intended to. wahaha mui & mich also bought nice shorts...so xian mu~! me & xw empty handed ba...but its okie. hehe

i was feeling alright at 1st...but dunno when this headache struck me. it was juz slight...so i thought it would juz go away. didn't have the mood to shop anymore ba. felt like my brain was squash and kept burping.. like alot of air in my stomach. kaoz. hope its not related to my cholestrol problem..coz its under control. the last time i experienced this was on ly's bdae. haiz. went to cj la mian xiao long bao for dinner. it was the extreme then...felt like shit. practically wanna puke anytime. headache was unbearable...so i broke down. sorrie galz...but i realli tried to control..i didn't wanna sweat thru' my eyes...but u all had to see the ugly side of me.. aGaiN. haha u all veri lucky leh...alwayz get to see me aHeM~. haha anyway...after lotsa hot chinese tea & a xiao long bao...i slowly felt better. izzit the tea? or the food? it was the same the last time... hot green tea or the tou fu? hahaha i can realli feel the difference...like machiam my energy slowly coming back. last stop was at the balcony. mich drank..more than usual. hope she's fine ba...if anything...can alwayz tok it out k? =) took many picz...basically spent some quality time together.. relaxing..chatting...cHiLLiNG~ haha =P

can't wait to meet them again..hopefully plus ann as well. dunno y i felt so horrible juz now...juz hope it doesn't happen again. although i think i noe how to cure it...realli curious y it came in the 1st place. well...thanx girlz. for evErytHinG. "you xie ren, shuo bu qing na li hao...dan jiu shi shui dou ti dai bu liao" =)

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Monday, December 05, 2005

series of events..

last sat. it was sof day~ set aside weeks ago...super advance booking. keke nowadaes its seldom to meet for sof outingz...coz 3 of us working..& kor's onli free on sat. haha hope can go out again during his 1 wk break ba. well..supposed to pick them up at noon, but car collection kok up. it was realli frustrating coz i waited 1+ hrs for the lousiest car ever. it was totally impossible to drive! super old car...clutch is weird. i've never experienced such a difficult clutch..canot get the biting point. & the engine kept dieing. even when he demo...whenever he stopped..it juz died. think he re-start engine 5 times in the car park. kaoz. unbelieveable manz. didn't take it coz i noe i couldn't manage it...& didn't want to put all my fren's lifes in danger. i was so frustrated...super dulan. how i wish i could scold her...but i didn't. she's nice. juz that she don't have a sense of urgency. no other car. i had to wait till evening for the next one available. i was so very very late.

change of planz...we met at marina sq. asap. ate carls jr...the burgers were hUgE! fwah..realli worth the price. keke didn't come up with any planz for the dae initially...maybe it was a sign. that something would go wrong. & true enough...yah. didn't have car to travel ard. so stayed in marina...watched aeon flux. damn cool lah..her whistling & flexibility. haha starting quite chim...but slowly the mystery unfolded. nice show. =) then we played arcade & pool. so long neber play pool le...realli lak seg liao. haiz. anyway...i kept pestering her for the car. i was soOo happy when finally have car le. i didn't expect alot..juz as long as not as jialat as the previous one. when i saw the matrix..i was so surprised! it was 1 of the best i ever got. but not veri clean though. haha faster drove off...all 4 of us super happy. finally able to start with our planz. went to mustafa..coz i neber go b4. juz wanted to take a look. it was like a BIG departmental store...so many thingz~! oh manz...so overwhelming! hahah bought some snacks & then picked gladys. went to cosy bay for dinner...nice view..nice music. took so many pics! so fun. haha next stop..geylang. "ni ji muo mah?" poster welcomed us..wahaha ate oily you tiao..then went to relax at kent ridge. sat in the car...ate snacks...took pictures! final stop was west coast park. went to play that dizzy thingy...felt like gona be fling out many times...but hang on so tight that my arms are aching now. haha reached home ard 6+am ba.. hehe

sun..noon went to pick my white buddy in tampines. got abit lost there...then went town walk walk. sat in coffee bean for quite some time coz veri tired le...not enough slp. no energy. after the coffee...better~ haha evening went to yiru's chalet at changi. seeing 5 of my sch frenz squeezing at the backseat..reminded me of my capna gang squeezing in the even smaller car the last time..wahahaha xing ku they all le. nice get-together after the exams ba. played cards & tok kok? haha her this 21st bdae chalet made me think of wat i should do next yr..haiz. planning can be such a headache...i may juz celebrate normally. no need for a big event ba..i can't handle as well as mich. hahahaha

todae went to ktv with liwen & xiuwen. suppose to be more...but end up all cannot. finally i can break some glass & kill many chicken~ haha but evening had to return car le. guess i realli made fULL use of the rental ba. it was worth it. but i wish i could have it longer so that tmr can drive my galz ard as well. nvm lah...maybe xmas k? depends on her planz..keke tmr we'll do our usual galz shopping on foot. hehe girls day & nite out? hahaha yeah...so looking forward to tmr...hehe such satisfying outingz....i'm enjoying life! feels so good to be free...i'll go recharge now.. then tmr another round! haha cHeErS to aLL~ *hUgZ*

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Thursday, December 01, 2005

shop shop shop~

these 2 daes have been great. yesterdae went shopping with gladys & karen in town. started off eating tOo full at sakae...then shop. guess i was shopping the most ba...see until my eyes tired also. haha gladys knew what she was looking for...& managed to get it! i had a rough idea onli ba...so aimlessly & anyhow bought 2 t-shirts & a shorts! actualli can buy more de...but suay suay no size. argh~ haiz...see lah. too fat. karen see abit onli...maybe she didn't like those type of clothes ba. hehe hmm...think realli true that nov was suay for piseans. my exam month which didn't turn out well...& yesterdae didn't get to buy wat i wanted to! haha anywayz..had another fiest at swensens then watched prime...which was damn farnie lah! the actor is so handsome...so man! wow...his build is grEaT! so sweet leh...& its amazing how a 23 yr old guy can love a 37 women so much! the attraction b/w them was so strong...but too wide age gap? haha i definitely can't. keke after that went cc relax...ricco, derrick and didi joined us. ricco's laughter was so contagious...& derrick...fwah. non-stop toking machine. hahah i thought i was jialat leh...but i think he is 10 times of me. he practically toked continuously for 2+ hrs? i wonder how come he got so many things to say. although alot of it was crap...but it was hilarious lah~ hahah great entertainer..too much of a thinker. scary. hehe machiam having lesson..1 teacher & 5 students ya? hehe but it was fun~ =)

todae went bugis with ly, mich and ash. shopped till my back wanna break~ i didn't noe bugis street revamp until sOoOo big! after trying so many sizes...was realli shag. although alot also no size...again...but managed to buy a skirt & a cute hp pouch~! ly found cool shades..finally~ its worth it girl. haha mich found a veri nice hot shorts! and the retro top was so special. the 2 of them juz looked so great. & i admire ash's stamina. *cLAp ClAp cLaP*~ hehe

oh ya~ i saw my eye candy at bugis mrt~ so handsome...oh my god. noticed him in sch...guess he's in engineering ba. he realli look like huo jian hua lah... too bad couldn't show mich & ly. not super yandao lah...but very gd le. anyway...eye candy onli mah...he's attached for sure. haha so nothing serious..keke

well...after hearing derrick's "preaching" last nite...i realised some truths. haha so i "say" him..or izzit more of "scold"..like how i would want to and like to "say" hiM. now i guess i noe why they can say sian then sian loh. haiz. juz have to accept it rite? face reality. so...i also sian loh! yeah~ tmr gona work le...finally!!! woOo hOOo~ outingz after outingz for the next few daes... life is good! =)

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