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Sunday, February 22, 2009

living on the edge

sometimes feeling like i'm living on the edge... like everything's so uncertain. gona fall anytime. why can't life be more stable and absolute in some aspects. i hate changes. when one starts to get comfortable in the environment... changes will offset all the balance. didn't expect to click with my mentor so well... but then she'll be leaving soon. somehow feels like it all wun be as smooth as i thought. anyway i'm gona shift to another office temporarily. even more uncertain. haven't even sign on wat i was supposed to. new hr handling my case ah... haiyo. feeling so lost in all these changes.

but met up with ex-colleagues for ktv.. dinner... mj. went to HAD active day yesterdae. guess i wasn't prepared enough.. for all the recognition. was glad to see everyone.. saw so many familiar faces. reminiscing the good memories.... of course wished that i could have been part of it all. going there juz reminded me of how much i missed them & worklife balance there. oh well... there's only that much i can do now. my mind's wandering off...

was taken aback by the feedback. never knew my actions would imply something otherwise. some pple realli think too much. the mind's too creative. guess its tiring for all parties involved. how i wish i could reconcile the broken relations. the problems i didn't cause but are linked with somehow. i know its none of my biz... but i hate to be drawn in as part of the equation. there's realli nothing. hope its clear. no expectations pls. no judgements pls. my view on things didn't change... all the same. its all better this way.

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Sunday, February 08, 2009

precious weekends

have been trying to tune back my body clock to office hrs. the 2 weeks break was too much of a heaven for me that now its kinda torturing. think i've gotta get used to this lifestyle. work's not gona end on time, as wat i observe. but time will past fast in that cubicle. its only the 1st week & i'm aldy reminiscing precious weekends.

well.. guess it was gd timing. went for D&D... kinda not prepared but it was a gd experience. speech & more speech. but the entertainment after that was great. the magician was incredibly gOod la. tricks were jawdropping & all were impressed.. by the sound of the wAhs & applause. the lucky draws were generous.. extremely. countless prizes which makes me think if the market was really tHat bad. no luck anywayz. food was ok.. but the free flow bread kept us filled. went walas after that.. our usual fri weekly affair. occasional change in venue. this time was so short coz held up. sorry babes.. will make it up next wk? hehehe

nus gathering was great. besides macho yiru... the rest were all the same. steamboat buffet was a little too much so we went for some walking after that. hiked up to henderson waves. great views and cooling weather. although not as breathtaking as the peak in hk, but still reasonably good for sg. wish i could have joined them for bowling but time was limited.

tricia showed us baby clips which i couldn't help but burst out laughing. this is damn cute la! think he is realli realli tired. finally at ease in the end...

and below is my ultimate favourite! incredibly adorable. never fails to brighten my day. =D

alright..dun be shocked but.. i'm gona do some reading. hooked onto twilight. dunno which other book can ever capture my interest this much. =P

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Sunday, February 01, 2009

another start.

2nd feb marks the start of something new. so unpredictable. hopefully something better. not that the previous wasn't gd.. i realli miss the frenz, sports and worklife balance. this sacrifice gotta be good. this new environment will be totally different... i have lowered my expectations so as not to be disappointed. i will survive. i have to. don't wanna go thru' all that again.

anyway.. had a smashing gd time these 2 weeks. too short as alwayz.. but i shall not be greedy. gd enough. with countless outings and gatheringz after sun down. daytime spend time taking care of cute little nephew. think i spend sufficient time at home & outside... in my opinion la. i tried to balance ok. =P think parents are used to my absence.. so these 2 weeks is like added plus points to the filial daughter chart. yay~

too many pics to upload.. getting lazy. juz know that i had lotsa fun will do. hahaha i'm excited abt tmr.. nervous too. hope tonite's louhei will bring me luck. will be the 3rd one this cny... and 1 more with capna on tue. wooo hooo~ uncertainties make the mind run wild. 2 daes ago i was told of my 1st 4 months "attachment" to another office. oh manz.. y so sudden change. but it sounds interesting... i'll juz keep hoping. omg omg omg...

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