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Thursday, July 21, 2005

he's fading away....

went haagen daz to eat fondue for 2 consecutive daes...addictive u noe? getting fat...haiz last nite after work..me & the 2 underage gers so gian to go out...so we went to eat prata. together with didi. had the ever-so fantastic milo dinosaur...wOw~ more powder the better! haha hmm...we didn't want to go home...so went to "east coast" park. HA HA HA no lah..west. keke those 2 felt like drinking...1 bcoz of problem...the other juz for fun. haha now u noe y i call them underage gers...keke anywayz..charity got a little high & gladys was so rEd! she's the highest manz..kept toking which was good! i was veri veri entertained leh! haha realli laughed until i was so awake. stayed till 5am b4 going home. actualli b4 drinking...when she was clear from alcohol...we talked. made me recall the past...reminded me of him. & she said i was so ugly last time...haha anyway...thats not impt. sometimes its not that i wanna keep quiet...i juz prefer to..coz i dunno wat to say. i'd rather listen =) so..i've thought abt it. i realise that he's fading away...i'm starting to 4get his face...4get his behaviour that i used to find cute. coz now i noe he has changed..smoking? yah...think so. anyway...maybe he's xingfu with another ger. i dunno. we've lost contact & i hate it. feel like i've lost a fren juz bcoz our relationship failed. maybe this is y i'm afraid to get into another relationship ba. i wouldn't lie & say i dun miss him...i dun think of him. but i can say that i seldom do now. thats y i think i'm 4getting him. its been 5 yrs..its abt time lah. *siGhz* i realli have my frenz to thank...alwayz there for me...& bringing happiness in my life. all the outings i had so far...countless & each so special. most imptantly...realli have to thank my didi. coz he has brought new memories to my life ba. maybe its when new memories come...that old ones will fade away rite? yep...realli happie that didi found his princess. keke if its other gerz... i may not support so much wor~ hehehe but i realli feel so happie everytime i see u 2 together noe? coz i believe that fate brought u 2 together...rite gladys? hahaha great guy + great girl = great couple. thats u two. =) gd gd...so now i dun have to worry abt didi le... help kor & dajie find....then i find. hahahaha for me...wait long long ah..... =P

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