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Wednesday, July 20, 2005

indecisive me...

well...i'm home earlier todae coz little pple took transport home tonite. work was slack. i'm getting fatter! eat eat eat...somemore steven still do wrong order...next time i make him eat le lah...haha tmr suppose to go out...but frenz can't make it...but nvm~ coz we're gona meeting on fri le...i can't wait! haha sometimes i dun feel like going out...juz slack at home. but then again..at home veri sian...i'll wanna go out. argh..i'm so indecisive! i can't stand it sometimes manz. maybe thats y when i make decisions...i alwayz regret ba. coz i make the wrong ones most of the time. being lazy & indecisive doesn't go well together lah.. all the more i dun wanna think & pick wat i want. so i juz anyhow loh hahaha aiyah..juz depend on luck to lead me ba. if suay suay then bo pian hor? ahaha i realli realli believe in fate...so many things happened fated-ly. no such word..but watever lah hehehe well...i dun keep a diary...but once in a while...i'll take out a paper & pen...& scribble everything thats on my mind. its a way to let go of all ur emotions...& vomit out all ur feelings. it realli helps. some pple may throw them away but i choose to keep them. once in a while...take them out to read...think its much better than a story book. hahahaha anyway...i realli think its useful. but u have to be in tHe moOd. feeling veri angry...sad...or happy...then straight away write down. continuously. dun stop & think. juz keep writing. once u think...u r not writing exactly how u feel. yah...so try it! hehe okok..i'll go dreamland to look for pple le. haha zZzz......

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