todae late for work..coz of the bus lah~ take so long...haiz.. normal dae at work. william made a great joke that onli i heard..still can laugh when i think abt it. wahaha it "rained" inside ny for a while...coz of some leak when they repairing our ceiling...heng now okie le. aiyo..holland so old...falling apart manz. after work didnt wish to go home...but no planz so go home loh. bus ride home was like going down memory lane...cool weather with slight drizzle. this kinda weather..plus listening to 93.3fm..makes memories rewind to our minds so naturally don't u think? definitely for me...especially when i'm alone. =) memories that i wish not to tok abt...but alwayz think abt...argh watever~ yep..so show my daddy & mummy my beautiful face....waHahAHa pUi~ aiyah...in the end she also nag...say i should cut down on late nites..sch gona reopen..say she dun get to see me...blah blah...alwayz the same! but i'm making an effort to come home...but everytime she juz wants more & dun seem to realise i'm home more often. haiz dunno lah...make me sian leh. maybe its juz me. yah..i'm finding more fault with myself nowadaes. realising that i'm becoming a worse person...juz have this feeling ba. juz saw my modules for this coming sem...haiz. its gona be hard on me...mentally & psychologically...i'm 100% sure. sux. haiz. see lah... when i'm home...i'm so negative minded...thats y i should be outside to breathe the fresh air~ hahaha yah..if onli i got car...i'll go out anytime...anywhere! oh ya...btw...uH hM! i've got an announcement to make...as of 9th july 2005...i no longer need 'P' plate!!! HA HA HA that triangle thingy have been so troublesome... but now... no more no more! wOoO hoOo! goNeZ...so when's the next initial D outing? keke can't wait...haha but for now...i need to shop...but no shopping mood ah...alamak. argh aiyah juz go enjoy can le ba! ahh..i got weak point...will alwayz make choices then regret..haiz living with regrets...i'm waiting...wait until i'm going crazy..and confused...my msn...now u noe! haha realise overall my postings got pattern? normal font...small...tiny...small...normal... like waves...yah...not obvious ba. but i'm juz boliao. this post special..got mixture..not counted. my blog too plain...bo pian...i dun want so pinky...but dunno how to change! argh...4get it lah. pink is not my fav ok!! but i dun hate it also. yah...enough rubbish...gd niteZ! treasure those u love... b4 its toOoOoo late..k? =) *hUgZ*