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Sunday, August 21, 2005

daes of mixed feelings...

these few daes have been weird. 1stly..its so tough without hp. (troublesome) heng got standby phone...tahan until get new phone ba. got my new sim card le...so its the same old no.! pHeW. =) sch so far still okie...but starting to feel the stress & the unwillingness to study. (sianz) travelled ard to get my stuff replaced(lonely)...bought new wallet but still miss the lost one. (too bad..) haiz. didn't work for 5 daes but it seemed like 4eva...especially when i was uncontactable. fri finally work. (excited) but yesterdae during my break...while out buying dinner...fell on my butt! (pai seh) veri painful leh! at nite slam. i was cashier...but i dun like manz...so stress & i can't help the rest much outside~ argh! (angry) felt that they ran ard like siao.. i was stuck inside cashier. poor gladys fell...haiz. (felt so sorrie) i was so scared i'll kok up cashier..but luckily didn't. (relieved) i dun wanna do cashier le. can't they be flexible? i miss those "charlie's angelz" times...sigHz. customer gave me feedback abt my fellow workmate, jarvie, which made me laugh. (hilariously) said he scared them hahah leeyin came to find me (surprised & super happy)..couldn't tok much coz abit busy. but i was glad to see her coz seldom get to meet her! hehe our schedules dun go well together. earlier in the dae, had a nice chat with mich on the phone. (felt how much i missed capna & co.) near closing time...i started to feel the tiredness. feet were aching terribly & back was worse. dunno if its coz of the fall or izzit juz full shift tiredness. maybe i'm juz getting old hahah felt realli shag & xingku. the thought of next dae opening juz made me even more tired. but my jc frenz came...couldn't join them for fren's bdae at wala wala. haiz (sad) but happy to see them. unexpectedly my fren could give me a lift home. i was quite shocked but excited! neber sit *pEh* for a long time le...haha my mood suddenly became better leh. like mood swing rite... roller coaster. haiz. heng got a ride home...if not i sure can't wake up todae. now i think of it...think i mafan him le. wat was i thinking! (siaoz) todae went work...karen was there! (shocked) she's suppose to be at spca run...but coz of some miscommunication in timing so they went late. poor them...they could have been $100+ richer! argh! wasted. work was not bad actualli...until 4+pm...i start thinking alot again. dunno is i slow or wat...i couldn't complete all my mudpies in time! (pek chek) i dun like to leave my work incomplete...but when i think of how i saw that irresponsible guy slack the previous morning...quite uncomfortable feeling leh! i noe he sick lah..but todae when i had to do all the stuff that he could have done but didn't...i can't be so understanding anymore. machiam i have to clean up after his mess. argh watever. maybe i'm juz not pro enough to complete the challenge. haiz. so i'll stop complaining & stop putting the blame on others. life's changes..can't & dun want to accept sometimes. but..bo pian. yah...messed up mind rite? complicated. sometimes i also dunno y i think so much & wat i doing leh...aiyoh! i'm weird..zhuo mo wo zhe yang de! hahah siaoz... niteZ!

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