juz now went my grandma house...usual family dinner. after dinner...sat next to my grandma to look after her...while the rest continue eating. ard 1 year ago...she went out with my parents..then juz suddenly fainted. she was walking slightly behind...so no one was in time to catch her. the situation was juz so normal...walking away from somewhere & it juz happened. my parents say they juz heard a "pOnG" & my grandma was on the grd...face down. heng it was carpet flooring...but the outcome was already bad. when i heard abt it...super upset & scared. she looked after me & brought me up. she had alwayz looked young & healthy for her age...but after this accident...now bed-ridden le. sighZ. she kena blood clot in her brain..that's y she fainted. operation went well but she became very weak. i'll alwayz remember when i saw her on the hospital bed. the blood clot made her head swell.. & she didn't look like whom i knew. i was so devastated & juz cried in front of her. & i'm alwayz grateful to dajie & didi for accompanying me that nite at esplanade. realli meant alot to me. =) slowly...she got better...then came the 2nd blow. she got infection & ended up in hospital again. its like restart...she has to go thru' it all again. haiz. i'm veri weak when it comes to this....i wish i could take the pain & suffering for her. she's recovering well now but she's extremely skinny. i'm 100% willing to give her my fats to keep her warm...keke she's able to move her arms & mumble words. but todae.. she actualli said something i understand! i'm so happy to see her happy. she smiled so many times todae leh! i felt that i spent so much "quality time" with her todae in less than an hr. i still dunno if she recognise me...but seeing her happy juz makes my day. its enough for me. =) cHeErS! i'll have a gd rest tonite...tmr still duno wat to wear. jialat. anywayz...we'll go enjoy at d&d! =P

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