juz woke up from a sweet dream...but reality is alwayz painful. the weird thing is...i remember the dream...the meaning behind the dream. pple say dreams mean something...its the work of ur subconscious mind. but u can choose to believe it or not...so i'll choose not to believe in it. coz i'm living in my conscious mind...not the subconscious one. once in a while...i'm reminded of my subconscious thoughts...but there's nothing i can do abt it. juz to accept & carry on. sometimes i realli wish to live in a fairy tale...like how i would wish to live in my dreamz. but dreams are onli temporary..reality is where i am. i dun wanna be a dreamer...but i can't help it. i like the dream...but a part of me hate it. i was so happy in the dream...i seriously felt it. but when i woke up...i juz felt lousy. like it was all over. dreamz can sometimes feel so real...y can't dreams happen in reality? haiz. yah..i noe i sound stupid and hopeless...but its juz how i feel after having this perfect dream.
okie...reality now. i'm gona go collect my ic...finally a new pic on my ic! not that most horrible looking pic anymore. that was the worst pic ever manz. maybe its the hair or the braces then. not that this new pic is nice...but definitely better than the last one. haha gladys saw my sec3 pic..me in short hair..& she said i was so ugly. luckily she didn't see my old ic...b4 i cut my hair short. think she will faint. hahaha yeah..gona work tonite onwards...no more full shifts coz many pple fighting for shifts.. haiz. but its gona be fun coz fun pple working together ba. hehe happy holidaes everyone~