haven't got the time to blog nowadaes...been working full shift consecutively for the past 3 daes. keke okie lah...not very shag coz got mixture of kitchen and wait. nothing compared to last time when work full shifts all wait side. haha poor deb..last nite eyes sooOo red & swollen leh... oh manz. think she went to hospital after work. quite jialat...i see also worried. guess wun be seeing her for a few daes...will end up seeing our ny holland's greatest scandal everydae ba. hahah was gossiping last nite...especially when all in kitchen was girls...& plus debbie! wahahaha so farnie. =P

well...realli packing up my holidaes...onli 1 month! not enough~ aiyoh. hehe got free time i sure work... gotta finance my renting activities... kekeke especially when xmas cOmiNg! need $$ for the many many bdaes coming... and also coz next years...capna all turn 21~! haha oh no...i'm lousy at buying present...dunno wat to get for them! gotta save up $$ manz...21 leh...difficult task. haha

i'm a bad daughter. parents onli see me once a week. i feel so bad! i dunno...so troubled sometimes. i wanna spend time at home. but when i'm home in the dae...they're not. when i'm out at nite...they're home. when i'm back...they're aslp. when they wake up...i'm aslp. oh manz. i juz seem to have activites every week...many daes. gotta meet up my frenz...diff grps diff days. gotta work so that got $$ to spend & enjoy..dun wanna keep taking $$ from parents ba. each week juz seem so short! so i end up sacrificing my family time. i noe wat i should do...but i can't seem to do it~! i'm trying...but its difficult. i'm juz not a home person yet. gotta enjoy 1st. guess i'm born like that...from young..alwayz wanting to go out & alwayz wanting freedom ba. sometimes i feel my parents' sadness but then after that...i sense their understanding. like they noe i'm like that. well...i'm their notti night owl daughter ba. =)

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