many things have happened...too long didn't blog. well...lets see. i bought a dress for bro's wedding le..yeah. went mos with jc frenz...it was fUn! my 1st time clubbing with them. learnt new games but end up drinking quite alot coz kept losing. haha danced alot & ate candy floss! & btw...every thurs...main arena is r&b. gd way to make their thurs earningz higher.. keke if onli they had techno...haiz. i'm still waiting to go doubleO.. rush.. liquid rm...& many more. not yet ba...my tutorials are pile-ing up. gotta clear them soon.

ankle kee siao again...giving problems. tried my best not to create more trouble by not changing sides..& i guess i made it thru' with a huge orhh cheh on my hip. ouch. incredibly painful & purple. ok..it looks damn scary. yucks. can someone tell me wat's wrong with my ankle? see doc but can't seem to get a definite answer. onli maybe this & maybe that. juz make sure dun come back... =P

sometimes stress can make one lose control...have negative & foolish thoughts. most importantly is talk it out..cry & then go to sleep. when u wake up...will feel better. it is tested & proven. never keep it to urself & suffer inside. i believe nobody can be lonely 4eva. feeling loneliness at times is unavoidable but there's alwayz someone...somewhere who is there for u. i'm willing to be there for pple whom i care...hopefully able to & not held up by other stuff. haven't met my girls.... like for so long! seems very long. my timetable totally don't fit theirs. argh! guess onli can meet when the sun goes down ba. sch...haiz. dun enjoy myself coz i feel that i dun belong. dun have my cliques which i used to have in sec sch & jc. i'm alwayz with leong & we've been gd frenz since jc. but this sem..no tutorials with her...i feel kinda weird. sometimes i realli dun feel like studying anymore. juz wanna turn back time & re-live those memories. dreaming again.....

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