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Friday, January 27, 2006

messed up..

was messed up one night...juz wanted to cry. juz basically drowning in self pity. didn't noe how it happened...it juz did...ever so suddenly. thoughts ran thru'...my tears flowed like a spoilt tap. i simply felt lost. thought abt too many stuff that i can hardly sort out. wanted to call pple to tok...but then dunno wat to say also. its not like i have a particular problem..its juz like everything's not right & didn't wanna wake ppgs up. i dun expect them to be there for me whenever i need them...coz i noe they've got their own busy lives. i might have disappointed them b4 w/o even realising until later. but as long as i have them in my heart..i noe they're alwayz there. rou ma? *bLeaHz* thanx to didi for calling at the right time...maybe not for u...but sure for me. sorrie for making u worried..maybe i juz needed someone to tok to but yet i'm speechless. it realli meant alot & i felt much better. i believe that nobody is lonely 4eva...there's alwayz someone..somewhere...who will be there for u. & be thankful for that.

i hate to say this but my ankle is misbehaving. hope its the last time i'm gona wrap it up...coz i can't take the hassle & hiding anymore. its cny...& y fall sick at this time? argh. when's the last time i went river angbao? can't remember. but anywayz...no use going this time...no voice to scream. i miss music dance though... keke cny brings back memories & creates new ones. this time..reunion dinner not at grandma's place...too many pple. simple dinner at home with parents & bro+wife. was thinking when there'll be little additions to the family. guess a long way more ba. tmr gotta do usual routines le...but when the sun goes down...its alwayz a different plan every year. so looking forward...gong xi fa cai everyone~

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