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Sunday, February 05, 2006

my 1st chingay live-telecast

yesterdae sof went to karen's place for afternoon mahjong. juz spend our dae there "swimming". can't blame me for being slow & not playing $$$...i've onli juz started. & lucky for didi...beginner's luck! none for me. keke well...maybe coz i was busy eating my "bing bangs" haha so nice! then later we made our way down to orchard...eager to watch chingay! got tix from gladys coz she was in 1 of the doggy bladder. couldn't see her though. but we had a gd view...sitting on newspaper on the road. kor was so high....hahah chingay was fantastic. 1st time i see it real life. the dances were great...floats were impressive...little monk boy was so cute! weird costumes...different kind of lion dance with strings attached...& the last spray of fireworks which ended it all. the cheerleading performances were WOW! i'm so gian to join leh! i realli miss those daes...haiz. but i can't bring myself to join the nus team...so pai seh. i dun wanna go alone. & our jc team was not say veri pro...it was all fun coz we were all frenz & started it together. learnt from each other & improved ourselves. that's how we felt the satisfaction after our successes. =P still remember how high we were after they announced "cetus 1st"...we all went totally crazy. i couldn't get that high while watching performances...not like kor. hahaha

well...went swensens for my choco pop & wanted to catch a movie. but there wasn't any potential ones...so played arcade for a while b4 going home. hmm....i've gotta start setting a curfew for myself...can't carry on reaching home onli after my parents wake up. everytime i see the heater on...i noe i'm in trouble. been going out many times for movie after work or ktv sessions. & onli home after 6am. this is bad. i'm going overboard... & i'm so guilty for that. got a call from my angry mum at work on fri...which realli made me veri upset. i felt her anger & i hated my lies. felt so down that i juz wanted to leave. but then...it started to slam. did orders like non-stop until i didn't know when. felt so hurt inside with her words repeating in my mind that i wanted to cry but controlled. with pple asking if i'm alright...i wanted to reply that i'm fine..but i juz couldn't coz their concern made me feel like crying even more. the sudden burst made me feel so much better. & that nite's after-work-program...I Not Stupid Too...was so suitable. gave me the permission to cry it all out. its a great show. so real...so singapore. yeah...i'm serious. gona set a curfew of 3+ latest. i dun wanna make them worried anymore. being my parents is certainly not easy...sorrie & thanx. =) there's nothing more i can ask for in a mum & a dad. & i've learnt something 5 yrs back..."give moRe & expect leSs".

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