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Thursday, June 29, 2006

fun x 10....sleep x 1.

sorrie for the late post...but didn't have the time. hmm...i'll start from last fri. went to vinc's bdae after work...& his durian cake was yUmMy! hahhaha heard he spent loads preparing his bdae...but guess his presents covered the burdens. met the long-time-see-once montfortians. glad that we all did some catching up. seems like most the gfs couldn't make it. as for him...i was relieved. coz i wouldn't dare tok to him if she was by his side. not that i had any motive lah...but u noe...its juz hard to tok. even w/o her...i took a great deal of courage b4 starting the conversation. but couldn't he start off 1st? argh. i dun usually make the 1st move know? i almost gave up trying...but knowing the regrets later...i spoke. first sight was a pleasant shock. then later were occasional group chats. until after the cake...then 2 of us. engrossed in the conversation...maybe onli me lah. hmm...moments of nervousness...happiness...sadness. all jumbled & mixed up. undescribable emotions. i tried my best to act normal...when my heart was actualli thumping fast. i'm actualli quite shocked that we toked for quite some time...& normally too. no sense of awkwardness. somehow i felt something familiar while chatting...which made it all comfortable. guess its bcoz we were once so close...although onli a short span...but enough for me to develop this sense of connectedness. i'm over him...but somehow i juz miss our history & have been waiting for a chance to be like frenz again. maybe this is wat gives me mixed feelings. overall...realli satisfied & juz plain happy.

anyway... didn't manage to psycho more pple to join us for mos later...so it was juz a few of us. i'm surprised that jord actualli goes to the dance floor now...cHeErS! hahaha the last time i tried to pull him in...he wouldn't budge. this time...he's asking us to go in! wahhaha many "perverts" that nite...those that go ard targeting girls. this is when i start to watch show. haha next dae opening then nite time went to this ktv pub at boat quay for lisa's bdae. kinda cosy but smoky. met our sec sch classmate there...still the same! me & xw were kinda sian...coz the other gerz couldn't come. the bdae girl's frens we didn't noe....so...separated. juz enjoyed her fren's singing...he's realli good. think he should join superstar. haha sundae could work full shift coz parents went genting...so didn't have family dae. after that went for last min midnite ktv till 6am. that was when my throat started to get sore. maybe it was coz of all the singing...or maybe juz the virus going ard nowdaes. so many staff have been on mc nowadaes...the remaining ones are trying hard to hold on. maybe its our turn. cHoi! haha

mondae -> work then sof outing. rare chance that kor was out...& heng didi 8-5 for now. went marina sq & had CA for dinner...with a black-faced waitress walking ard. luckily it was a frenly trainee who served us. i was craving for fondue...but shops were all closing...argh. had a tough time getting to town...no taxi...bus eventually came. watched Just My Luck which was so farnie! they're realli meant to be together manz. pure sweetness at the end. kekek tue was full shift again...with radio on shift at nite. haven't had enough time to recharge myself...but guess i was getting used to it. isn't hard waking up early anymore. after work had mahjong session till 5+ b4 we all concussed. kinda lucky to have won big at the start. so losing later didn't bankrupt me. haha next dae opening...i was still in sleeping mode. went home to freshen up b4 meeting liwen for dinner + shopping. she alwayz makes me laugh...maybe its her behaviour. it was enjoyable although onli 3 hrs. sorrie ah neo...had to leave for zouk coz chionging with my fac pple. it was fun turning ur all-time-fav mini toy machines. hehe got 3 blackies b4 the reddie...hahaha ah leong realli liked it! keke played games & drank quite alot at phuture...which turned out to heal my sore throat. i'm not saying its a cure...but it helped. maybe i was juz a little high..so the sore throat didn't seem to bother anymore. but woke up with worst cough. haiz. but its okie! still bearable. =) went shopping with xw todae...too bad the other gerz couldn't make it. came back home & had home-cooked food with my parents....its been a while. & we had Han's peach tarts which i bought! i feel so filial....waHahaHa pUi~ =P

okie...continuous activities are extremely fun but draining my energy. but nvm...i still can tahan. so after recharging tonite...i'm ready for somemore! tmr is work again then fx's bdae. later at nite...gona have a gathering coz rico is back! dunno wat's the plan yet...hope it'll be fun! well...onli 1 month of holidae left...so fast!! hope more outingz...quick! & then taiwan...woOo hOo~ eNjOy PpLe! =)

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