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Wednesday, June 07, 2006

memory lost...

something's really wrong with me. i noe i've said that many times but this time...my memory is confirm sHoRt. i can't seem to remember details of many things i wanna remember. its not that i totally can't remember lah....but its so irritating that i have to think so hard! oh manz...must i realli drink more chicken essence or eat ginko nuts? mich & ly is alwayz so helpful in pulling back my memories. everyone else seem to remember...but i need pple to help me to recall. argh...wat the hell...haha nonsense manz.

yesterdae went to joe's bdae. saw many long-time-no-see frenz. but most of the time...me & mich was chatting away. nigel was accompanying us all the way...joe was busy going ard. updated ah chan & boh but understand that they played pool with their guy frenz. jx too. had a nice chat with him...& he's still the same. still as hyper & noisy as ever. hahaha hmm...then slowly i started to recall the past. all sorts of thoughts bundled in my mind. stuff that i can remember...some that i don't. some which i question wHy & wondered how things used to be & are now. pple change...everyone's lifes change. but its facinating how some feelings can change & some don't. sometimes i wonder how things would be different if i made a different choice in the past...but then again how are we to predict the outcome of a different choice? to stop such imagination...i'll tell myself that i'm heRe now & nothing other than now onwards can be changed. anywayz... he cut cake at midnite & we left a while after. guess he & charlene will get married sooner or later. their families are like already connected. already like oNe. envious. i see more of these steady couples...izzit coz we start to enter grown-up life?

todae woke up early to visit didi at cgh. bought him a cute fat soft-toy which he was so paiseh getting. sorrie for making u so pai seh but i couldn't think of anything else. hehe buy for my didi...of course buy soft toy mah..no meh? hopefully u'll put on some weight! if not i'll be heavier than u liao lah. *siGhz* luckily he dun have to stay there much longer...was discharged in the afternoon. happie for he & glad that they can spent their anniversary together. yeah~ =) went to meet my galz for lunch at cj. had dumplingZ & la mian. had a fiesta...was so full! each of us so excited to get gift for nothing...from ann. (maybe onli i excited lah.. haha) a china shoe bag & a bar of choc which is in my stomach now. yuMmy~ =P tHanX aNn! she & mui left early & we 4 went shopping! managed to buy a top & shorts. time flew & we finally sat down at 8+ at gelare. went home early...but parents asleep already. ah well....haiz.

guess wat...i'm going to the library tmr. rare but true. u seldom see me going to library...but recently i juz felt like it. going there to find a nice book...something that i can read juz for fun & not having to go thru' exams. with the comfy chairs...i think it'll be so cosy. haha its my 1st time...hopefully it'll be a fruitfull experience. kinda excited abt it...wahaha okok. tmr is a dae for myself...and the nite with parents. =)

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