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Thursday, June 22, 2006

my usual long updates

so glad that xw followed my truthful advice to update her blog...finally! hahah at least now i noe wat she's doing now. working. hehehe ly's entries are getting long...good good! lets all start to be lor soh..bUt interesting still. wahahha kk...i appreciate that u all remember wat i commented...juz meet up more k! i'll still organise outingz lah...but gotta take a break from planning sometimes. haha

coming home for dinner is good...at least get to spend time with my parents. i noe they prefer to see me more often...but i hope they understand how hard i try to plan my week's schedule...making sure i'm home for dinner at least 1 weekdae. yah...i noe it sounds ridiculous but i've got many other factors to consider. i find this "quality time" satisfying even if there's silence. normally the tv's doing all the toking...coz my family is rather quiet. hahah the onli thing i dread is...when the questioning starts. as soon as my mum saw me todae...ask me where have i been everydae...what do i do. well...i can understand her immediate questioning...but i thought she already "let me go"...if u noe wat i mean. so i made it clear...that i'm working. holidaes working...no prob. she didn't object. was juz curious y i reach home soOo "early" in the mornings. hmm...turns out she sometimes wake up & find that i'm not home yet. but she doesn't msg me to ask...so? i had no idea. okok...now that she knows i go for supper & stuff after work...maybe her doubts are cleared? anyway...realise its all my mum? coz my father juz listens. he seldom comments. if he realli does...then that will mean trouble. =P see....i noe my parents so well! bleahz. sometimes i can even sense when my mum is about to question me...when she's thinking & processing the info i juz gave her & if she's gona continue questioning/pondering. guess its this bond that makes us family.

dun mind my essay entry todae...i've got lotsa things to say. watched a part of the 7pm channel U show. juz another taiwan series abt 2 guyz fighting for a girl + an extra evil girl which everyone curses. its a typical taiwan show. same plot ba...juz dunno who ends up with who. yes i admit that...like any other girl... i envy the female lead who have devoted suitors...wooing her so wholeheartedly. but also the thought of having to choose 1 of the 2...makes me go "heng i'm not her ah!" can u imagine the tough choice? with my indecisiveness....think i'll juz have a bad headache. so...luckily i dun have such problems. blessing in disguise. wahaha life's kinda weird...some tend to attract pple whom are totally unexpected. & the ones u're "AwWw-ing" at...never look ur way. expectations? yeah...beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. its the luckiest to find someone who loves u juz as much as u love him...but how often is that? not impossible...but rare.

went zouk with ren & gladys last nite. music onli started to get high after 1+ ba. vie didn't put aeroplane...so we agreed to leave early for supper to pei him eat at lau par sat. guess too few of us to realli enjoy at zouk...but good though. many eye candy. hahaha tmr got a bdae at chalet....sat got another bdae at ktv...sundae another one but might not be able to make it le. oh...my holidaes are flying fast.

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