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Thursday, July 06, 2006

its weird how our mind works. we know wat we want...but yet we can't make a decision to settle it. sometimes life's circumstances doesn't allow us to flow so easily. there are so many temptations...so much other choices which may cause our minds to deviate...and then makes it all difficult to get back to the right track. studies...i have deviated too far...have onli a month left to warm up my engine. although i dread it...but i certainly can't avoid it.

juz read thru' some stuff i kept...its easy for some to start anew...but difficult for others. depending on the previous endings i say. if it ended with hatred...it'll be much easier to move on ya? tested & proven. for others...it juz makes it all dreadful & afraid to commit. who is the right one for u? is he the one for u...or have u missed the right one...while u're with the wrong one? all this can be true...no one ever knows. i guess its juz depending on whether u choose to commit to that particular person. if u have chosen...then gotta live with the consequences. however...there bound to be cases where pple deviate...that's where divorces & break-ups come about. recently heard of long-term relationships ending. i'm toking abt 6-8 yrs. its terrible..but true. i guess its contentment, loyalty & fate. gotta be contented with the +ves in the person u choose...accept the -ves since nobody's perfect...and hopefully fate keeps u 2 together. i alwayz believe god is fair...realli. every flaw is compensated by a gift.

simplicity is complex. u can think simply abt certain issues but not abt others. its up to oneself...so think it thoroughly. todae felt a little absurd...when someone actualli couldn't understand y i wasn't pissed off with someone else. B is unhappy with A 'coz A was rude to C. & i was nearby...but didn't feel the least bit angry with A for toking back to C. that is when B couldn't understand y i am not angry as well. absurd? "huang miu" is wat i realli mean. dunno if "absurd" is the right translation. not that i'm not helping C...but i realli didn't feel that its such a BAD thing. i noe A is that kinda person...little childish coz still young...so juz accepted his rudeness. well...i juz felt like i was being blamed for not getting angry. *peNgZ* watever lah...i'm like that. i can put up with certain stuff...but not others. don't misjudge me or accuse me...i simply hate it. =)

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