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Friday, September 29, 2006

my insensitivity...

well...its proven that i'm sensitive. typical piscean rite? i noe that but i didn't realise how insensitive i can get sometimes. i tend to say things w/o thinking...maybe too straight forward at times. i dun have bad implications behind those blurt-outs...it may juz be a passing comment but i don't realise i've hurt others only until later. but then...wat's said is said...i can't take it back. i'll try to explain myself after that...hoping they understand my intentions. many times i manage to hold back my comments...but i guess there're still times where i'm caught unexpected.

know wat? i'm a lucky person. not that i'm luckyby nature...but i'm lucky to have many pple in my life. i'm most grateful to my parents, w/o them i wouldn't be here & wouldn't be the way i am now. lucky to have found 2 best frenz, whom i'll treasure and be with for the rest of my life. thankful to have found 'capna' and creating unlimited memories together till eternity. thanx to the monfortians for being such fun & wonderful frenz from 7+ yrs ago till now & many more. greatful to jc frenz whom made studying so much more enjoyable and un4gettable outings occasionally now & then. thankful to sof for the continuous support, sibling-ness, outingz & happiness. thanx to the frenz at nydc for being such great frenz and providing a fun workplace which i hang onto for 2+ yrs, which i realli didn't expect from a part-time job. especially lucky to have superbly great pple in my life. sometimes i dun think i'm worthy enough, but i truely appreciate their kindness and concern. juz can't express my gratitude enough. i can onli promise them a lifetime of sincere frenship...as i owe them infinitely.

anyway, had a superbly tiring dae yesterdae...but its all fun. filmed a video for our proj. it was fun...1st time experiencing being an actress. dunno how it'll turn out after editing though. after that went to changi for snooker chalet. had a little bbq then played drinking game. i lost the most...& the lucky bdae boy didn't even drink. argh. started mj-ing at 10+ pm. didn't expect it but we played 4 rounds. since its a chalet...juz enjoy ba. dun scold me galz...it was juz that 1 nite. heehee ended ard 8am the next morn...didn't catch the sunrise unfortunately. pia home & slept like a pig.

yep...i'm halfway thru' my holidaes already...veri fast & sch starts again. i miss clubbing already. have fun b4 doom's dae ba. i miss everyone.... =)

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