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Friday, October 06, 2006

dun worry =)

sorrie for the previous post. juz blogging down things i felt at that point of time. but i'm okie already. thanx for ur concern glad! & ven too~ =) i juz can't keep the uneasiness i feel sometimes...so juz blog it down. juz treat it as a story to read ya? everyone's life is a story...all different somehow.

projs requirements are pushing me down. there's so much i haven't completed. but i have to 'coz i don't want to slow down my proj mates. so much to do. sometimes its so stressing & then i'm ok. like how i so-want to quit sch...but later i noe i have to carry on. after projs are over..its exam time. argh...how much faster can it be. had a sudden urge to get a tattoo. alwayz wanted one since sec sch. if its not for the many objections from so many pple...i would have got it long ago. i understand their objections...& i'm aware that pple will judge me. its a work of art...on skin rather than on paper. of course not those dragon kind...maybe something simple & nice for me. juz for the experience. like why i have multiple ear-piercingz and often dye my hair. tattoo-ing...want it coz i'll onli live once. so juz thought of giving it a try. todae's urge may be caused by wanting to do something for myself...to reward myself so that i dun feel so lousy. but i noe this is not a solution. anyway...there's so much to consider and its a decision i can't go back on coz its permanent. i noe its reversible...but i'll not consider that. & its pricey too. well...dunno wat my decision will be eventually. vexed to the max. since i'm alwayz regretting...maybe i shouldn't make such severe decisions. sighz. i hate to regret. i've been regretting all my life.

regret not joining snooker earlier....but at least i have 2 yrs in nus left. haven't been to orchard in a long time. haven't been working for a long time too. good fren bdaes to attend this wkend. it'll be real fun. so looking forward to them! =P alright...lights off.

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