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Sunday, October 15, 2006

piorities...

hmm...life's been crazy. i can take a deep breath for now. although still busy & sleeping at 5+...i'm much more relaxed now. 'coz wat i'm busy with currently is much more fun and enjoyable than schwork. previously was getting my allocated part of projzZz done...its was madness cum stressing last week. with that done...wait till we complete final changes..& its done! 3 proj deadlines 1 wk later...& then another 1 more to pia again. by the time the last proj is due...its exam time. woOo hOo.~ fast-paced ya? time flies not onli when i'm having fun...but also when i'm so occupied with stuff to do. guess its like that for everyone. there're tons of work in everyone's life...many commitments. sometimes its hard to pioritize. which 1st...which 2nd...which last? well...different pple would pioritize differently...but i think its all up to choice.

after sch projs allowed me a break...now i've got a new "project" from nydc. no obligations...no proj leader. i thought this yr would be different...with new pple taking charge. but guess w/o experience...they don't realise that its alot of work & time needed. was busy with sch..so didn't get a chance to have proper discussions. but heard news that nothing has started...i got worried so i began. its an annual event..a fun one. i don't have to do it...no one forced me. but its something a grp of us has been involved in for the past 2 halloweens. its the sense of belonging...the responsibility...that triggered my involvement. i wanted to be a helper...but with only a theme, w/o plans...engine has to be start by someone. my ideas are not terrific...& simplicity is due to time constraints. i like it when pple give opinions and suggestions...which i think will realli help. i'll feel bad if the results isn't nice...but i guess i'm trying hard to do my best.

yes...its true that if i channel this energy to my studies...i might be in dean's list. but the commitment factor is juz not the same. u can onli commit to something u enjoy ba. i don't deny that the cruelty in life is sometimes having to do wat's right even if it means opposing ur wants. like i noe i have to study...even if i don't enjoy it. i'll study...juz that the piority is lower. can't seem to get it higher coz everything else is more impt to me. i've gotta get my piorities right...but wat's right? wat's correct? the norm...or the way i want to live my life? i'm a dreamer...maybe thats y my piorities are not set right.

luckily i have great frenz..with occasional "you arh!"s...who understands, accepts & believes in me. i'm aware of their concerns...that's wat makes me strive harder. don't wanna let my parents down too...they've given me more than i can ever ask for. okie...veri hearty post...but i hope life turns out well...for everyone. set ur own priorities! & is my blog messy? hmm...tahan 1st...till i change skin k? sorry! =P

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