yesterdae was full of ups and downs. good....fun...bad...pissed-off...busy...happy. supposed to go iceskate but coz onli few pple...went to watch movie instead. rob-b-hood was damn nice. hilarious...heartwarming...exciting. & the baby is sOoOoo soOoo super doOper CUTE lah! all was good until reached ny.

mood was totally spoilt. so pissed when i saw other's behaviour. i dun understand how some pple can be so....~! argh! f-ing pek chek. juz lost all mood to work. sometimes others juz dun realise how hurtful their actions/behaviours are. then orders kept coming...bad timing. kinda messy at 1st...then later settled cooperatively with ren. after the slam, when it was more calm...my mind started to wander off again. couldn't supress the hurt i felt anymore. tried veri hard not to break down...but failed. didn't want to be noticed but ren was aware. thanx dajie. it really helped...& i felt better after that. feeling sucky after that...it juz turned into uneasiness. felt restless and rough. juz felt like punching...but of course it was juz an urge. if i had a punching bag...i would have. definitely not ren or vie who offered to be punched at...jokingly. haha thanx.

after the emotional clear up...i was back to normal. i had to be. mich came by...which brightened my mood. ppg meeting pls. it's been a long time. lotsa updating i guess. last min met jord to have supper. alex was uncontactable...wonder if he's okie. had a nice chat with jord. haven't say enough for the last topic...but i guess the main info was conveyed. thanx for ur sensible advice... but i'm confused by the possibilities u're implying. kinda glad to hear some stuff...but overall...everyone has changed. nothing will be as sweet as the past. i've moved on....

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