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Sunday, November 26, 2006

stuck to tv...

stayed home todae...to mug. but onli a little productivity...coz there were too many shows on tv todae! woke up for lunch...& watched the Nanny while eating. 3 episodes of that one after another...could have stopped but didn't. then there was sabrina the teenage witch...the movie! oh manz...i've alwayz liked these magic kinda shows...like prestige. & i've been watching winx club...cartoon lah...but its nice ok. abt fairies...its a motivation to get me out of bed every weekdae morn to study. good rite? kekkee

anywayz...it was ard evening when i started reading notez. & then at nite while having dinner...watched bad company. its damn farnie lah...transforming a street hiphop punk into a complete gentlemen to complete unfinished mission by the twin bro he never knew he had. it was great. then news...so i thought i'll watch it for once. oOpz. get a little updated. next was tab tv. 1st time watching that...abt some rare illness. now i noe the result of gays & lesbians are psychological effects & not generic differences. oh well...its a choice. everyone have freedom of choice. although i'll never understand the homo attraction...now i noe its all in the mind.

finally...it was the beautiful mind. its incredible. i've watched in cinema b4...but i didn't understand & could remember much of it. its so inspirational. the pain and experiences he' s been thru'...the effort he put in to overcome his illness...w/o medication. wOw. with the trust, love & support from his wife...amaZing! true genius. well...he's so gifted...was unfortunate...but battled thru' it. admire his strength...especially his wife's too. okie...i'm satisfied now. can continue mugging. hahaha life's a struggle. everyone is struggling with soMethiNg. everyone's sOmetHinG is different. juz be aware that there's others out there whose troubles are more extensive than ours. there's hope as long as u believe in urself. believe in miracles...believe in fate. =)

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Wednesday, November 22, 2006

regret or learn?

been quiet in here ya? oh manz...i've been too busy to blog. either going out...trying hard to study...or sLpiNg...hahah i seriously can't study at home...my bed is like a huge magnet. i canot resist the temptation. libraries are great...if onli there's more seats. the new bishan lib not bad! got protruding cubicles with a gd view outside. glass exterior...veri open & condusive. anywayz...left 4 daes to mug hard. the un-stressed feeling i'm having now is veri doubtful. am i prepared or not? think its more of complacency of juz reading notez. so afraid.

haven't worked for some time....missed the sMeLL or should i say stinge there? hahaha miss my galz even more....haven't met up since dunno when. all exams fault lah...haiyoh. well...too many things distracting me. the thought of going thailand in dec...xmas...bdaes... getting me in the fUn mood. i'm still going out nowdaes...for movies..supper...ktv... oOpz. i seriously dunno why i'm so relaxed....argh. time will fly...fly past exams...& then the holidaes. think we're all living in a fast paced world. the day's hours are toOo short. a wk of 7 daes too little...a month goes past too fast...& a yr is almost up. memories are filling up...too fast for me to remember all.

i realli miss secondary sch daes....so much to talk abt if we recalled those times. & then there was jc...with cheerleading & all. oh manz...i juz love memories. thinking back...i have my regrets but i'll never ever regret going to beatty & srjc. i think they were the most satisfying & right choices i've made in my life. any alterations to those....would have changed my life completely...which i don't want to. actualli...wat r regretS? if u regret means u made a wrong choice. but if u hadn't made that wrong choice...would u have learnt from ur wrong to be right? i don't deny my regrets...but i've also learned to accept them coz time can't rewind. & we'll never noe wat the outcome is.....if we chose otherwise. it could've turned out worse. so...regretting is a good thing. but don't over do it. wahahhaa =P alright...mugging time........

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Sunday, November 12, 2006

virus caught me...

is this retribution for staying out late everynite? or izzit bcoz of the unhealthy stuff i've been eating recently? 1st caught a flu last mon...it got worse while in vivo. vivo's aircon system is great manz...inside the cinema too. watched prestige which was sUpeRb. mysterious magic. i still think he didn't die..or did he? well...reached home that nite feeling unwell to the mAx. had fever...felt like i was on fire. the fear of next dae's presentation made me worse...& i was so afraid that i can't present after all the preparation. didn't sleep well that nite...but the presentation next dae turned out alright. maybe it was the drowsiness i felt which drowned all nervousness. 2 daes later...i thought i was okie. but recently sore throat & cough came together with their fren, phlegm. they fought in my throat till voice got angry and left. since voice gone, speaking sexily now...but i'm not enjoying it.

maybe my voice started to fade after fri's work...tok toOo much. after that went for supper & i toked even more. still not enough...sat met up jc frens for nice dinner & tok somemore. but it doesn't stop there...juz went ktv...don't ask me y...i juz felt like it. could afford the time...so juz went to kill chix & ducks. but not gona go w/o voice again...so miserable. yep...juz undisciplined... rebellious... no mood to study. i'm telling myself...i still have time. i think.

don't worry~ i'll study! as hard as i can. =) but i'm looking forward to holidaes...coz thailand & xmas is calling me! hahaha last holi went taiwan...this hol gona thailand...wat's up with the "t"s? well...maybe its fate...coz i'm a "tan" hahaa gona shop shop shop! yeah! if onli the other galz could come too.... =P nvm...we have other chances! our graduation holidae! kekeke stUdY haRd eVeRyoNe! rainy season....take gooOoOod careZ!

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Sunday, November 05, 2006

nugget of knowledge...

halloween turned out fine. waitside dressed up & we had a great entertainer. francis (drag style).. he was supposed to be alice but ended up as a witch. results not out yet. but getting best decor is not impt anymore. its the process...that makes it all good. it was fun.

A brief preview of the past to present halloween decors:

Halloween'04...heaven & hell theme

Halloween'05...gothic theme

(adam's family)

Halloween'06...fairytale theme

(alice in death forest)

but this all seems so long ago. time passes so fast....everythings happening so fast...its nearing the end of 2006.

this sem is moving at super fast speed...gotta start my engine for exam preparation le. only left 3 weeks before danger gates open. i also dunno how i went thru' all those projs. it's tough handling sch, work & play. gladys, i'm no superwoman. juz too busy. can't resist temptation & end up making sacrifices. sometimes i wonder y i'm so busy. for wat? its not that i want to...but subconsciously i juz choose to.

"Any time you sacrifice who you are for what you do, you've given up too much of yourself"

got this from my lect notes. so true! i don't want to give up who i am for wat i do. thats y although i noe i gotta study...i can't seem to give up enjoyment. enjoying is living & i live to enjoy. but of course...i may lack discipline at times. wahahaha

galz...all been busy? feel like we haven't met up in weekS....haiz. but exams are nearing...so guess all of us gotta do lotsa mugging. but aNytiMe...need some de-stressing...i'm only a sms/call away... =) i can alwayz squeeze out some time for kopi or something. next few wks...will onli work on fri nites. thats all. so i'll be kinda free k? all add oil ba!

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