Live with no excuses, Love with no regrets..

Sunday, March 25, 2007

way back into love...

this is the title of the song u're hearing now...so nice rite! it is from music & lyrics...dunno if its a new song or oldies. fantastic show. btw, this song doesn't imply anything...juz put it coz its so niCe! gotta make this clear...later pple misunderstand. hahaha

like how karen misunderstood 1 of my post...& thought its directed at her. come on! sorrie karen...for my indirectness. not that specific names cannot be mentioned...but wat's more impt is the content...not the person who said it. btw, that ger i toking abt is now back in phillipines...so nobody should anyhow think k? keke i'm secretive...haha

anywayz...most presentations over...now is report writing time. time to come up with some good english...which i doubt i can. wahahah how i wish there's a singlish module... =P

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Wednesday, March 21, 2007

meaningful phrase...

this post is for the sole purpose of this phrase i heard on tv advert.....again. so happened to hear it while doing my work...quote from a handicapped boy...

"pain is inevitable....misery is optional"

its meaning is amplified when it comes out from a physically impaired patient. it juz made me feel how strong he is...emotionally. being optimistic is not easy....but it sure is a better way to live.

wrong sem to take 6 modules...its the price i have to pay for wanting to clear my modules fast. recently extremely stressed out by projZzz... todae's the limit. been thru' explosion...now i'm feeling so much better. thanx to fang...she's a sweetie. that guy better treat her better...or else. *bish* hahaha go sleep early todae...tmr got checkup. fri got 2 presentation. weekend i'm soOo looking forward to. simply can't wait.

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Tuesday, March 20, 2007

who's emo tired?

guess many of us are....but in different aspects. some care too much...some put in too much... some tahan too much...some think too much....some hurt too much....some are juz too lost.......

eventualli...everything will turn out fine. that's y happiness is spelt with an "i" and not happYness. "i" is there to form the word happiness...meaning "i" am suppose to be happy. & not "y" we are suppose to be happy.

watever.

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Sunday, March 18, 2007

reflecting once again.

heard this tv advert mentioning karma...it triggered a past remark someone said to me. wat goes ard..comes ard...as what she explained. didn't ponder much then...but come to think of it..it was kinda like faulting me indirectly. she had a different view of wat i should or shouldn't be doing...who was she to judge? i guess that's coz its easier for her to say as she's not the one in the situation. i'll take it as she didn't have any intentions...juz being straight forward. i can sometimes be straight forward too...which was a way of saying "wake up"...at the expense of hurt.

y is it that...its easy to tell pple how to do wat's right...but when u r involved...its so much harder? i remember advising my fren b4...but now i'm the one who is in it. although circumstances are different...its still hard. i'm realli tired...tired of all these roller coasters. wat i do...will do onto me? so is it that wat i'm doing wrong...will come back to haunt me? ever thought that wat i'm doing wrong is actualli a "right" & its for the best & that if i've done it the other way...karma will punish me? argh. i often ask myself..who has the right to judge wat's wrong or right? should i juz do wat i think is right? or do wat others think is right...& make others happy? i think the answer is obvious. i've tried..but i can't bring myself to go against my confirmation. its the way of dealing with that confirmation thats difficult. i'm sorrie...i have my reasons & i'm doing wat's logical. i'm constantly brought on an emo coaster...1 that i wish there's less turns.

based on karma..wat i think i'm doing "right"...will come back to me "right"? or will it come back to me "wrong"...as wat others view my rights as wrongs? i bet there's no definite answer to this. everyone's entitled to their views...its how they articulate it. i have my views too...i have my choices. i'll juz have to learnt to be less affected by them. wat to do? i'm piscean...emo emo emo. hahaha

well...i seriously don't know. i juz dun wanna care anymore. =)

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Wednesday, March 14, 2007

22nd yr of my life~

this post kinda delayed...but here it is!

wow...this yr is a great yr for me...at least so far. due to last yr's huge 21st party and the hecticness this sem...i didn't realli plan much for this yr's celebration. juz wanted to meet up with all my diff grp of frenz to hangout. couldn't celebrate b4 actual dae coz had genes test on sat evening & went work after that...so mostly meet up belatedly. but everything turned out well...being 22 is more fun than expected...definitely un4gettable! 1st was the surprise on 3rd...mentioned in my previous post...which they were pro at fooling me. so glad they did it though...coz it realli brought the bdae mood in advance. thanx guyz...again! =)

see how happie i was? yeah...this is onli the beginning. initialli planned to celebrate with them the following weekend...but guess they couldn't wait. wahahaha next, was with my family but it was more of a 15th dae of cny loU hEi. mondae was radio's bdae...with rented car..we went to celebrate after class ended. had a great time taking photos with ren & glad too. ate great food at nice desserts. here are some of the pics we took.

hope he enjoyed himself. i did my best...(i think) i did wat's right.

had yummy bakerzin cake on 6th's midnite after snooker and also received an unexpected call from leong in hk 1 hr later! so...its officially 7th...but didn't sleep much coz had makeup tutorial a 9.30am. after that...rushed home to do some proj...b4 meeting ny pple for dinner at heeren village. pics not veri clear...but not bad for a hp cam liao. kekeke

such a beautiful backdrop...like machiam not in s'pore. ate so full....& many cakes. hahaha me & glad(piscean sis) celebrated together...each a slice from keelim...followed by ren's round cake. after that went to zouk for the nite. shared a lambo and had illusionz + apple shots. lost some weight (hopefully) thru' dancing...& took many pics while resting. (when will i get the picz?) so happie many of them came...be it dinner or clubbing...it was a nice gathering! thanx for the lifetime supply of earringZ...i love them all!

next dae was long dae in sch...treated my best uni buddies to pizza during dinner break...couldn't realli celebrate with them...coz all busy with projz! so onli could take their dinner slot. kekeke fridae had proj meetingz followed by tutorials...then rushed home b4 the VIPS came to my house. pple came in pairs coz i 22 yrs old? got 2 cakes too...coz ann had a rough dae. u didn't have to girl...but thanx! it was a unique bdae with 2 whole cakes. i am amazed we managed to finish all..even after the pizzas and golden pillow. chatting and mj all thru' the nite...till everyone was tired. could see all so tired...but still took time off to come! thanx many many! finally we took a "quan jia fu"...which is so rare & i'm superbly honoured!

woke up early to meet neo, kwok, lim and ave for lunch at fish&c0, which they refuse to let me treat 100%. we compromised & all were happie. hahhaha thanx for the pressieZ! so full of fish that dae...hehe went to work at nite...but left early for ktv. it was the so-called planned celebration with montfortianZ...which i intended way before the surprise they gave me. treated them to exercise their throats/diaphrams. wanted to surprise sj coz his bdae was after that midnite...but he ended up being pilot & flew his plane home after his movie. hahah its okie..hope he enjoyed his bdae! later we went for a special supper. drive thru' mac...eaten in yck mrt. my great idea rite...of course! hahaha

yeah...so thats the last celebration. even got a bdae card from my uni buddies todae...and a present-to-come. stretched for so long rite? but so FUN! the longer the better...scarly last whole yr? haha soOo gan dong by everyone's efforts and sacrifices...& i hereby declare that ur presence (in my life) is appreciated fully by me! btw, the quote that pops out when entering my blog...it applies to each & everyone of u! fReNz 4eVa! *hUgZz* =)

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Sunday, March 04, 2007

successfully surprised!

i mean it when i say frenz are the best things that can happen to me. i'm feel so lucky to have such greAt freNz. thaNx u guyz. for the cake & presents...how i wish i'd video taped everything. hahha it was such a sweet...pleasant surprised. ur expertly skillful faking made me not suspect anything. i was still thinking hard when to celebrate with u pple. its the earliest celebration...& a veri sweet one.

it was realli nice... kept replaying in my mind. during the journey...innocently in 7-11...& entering our regular hangout to see all the pple who has sacrificed their sleep...to be present for this surprise. thanx for going thru' so much trouble & the effort. i noe i say thanx many times already...but i'm seriously happie. how thoughtful...those were tears of joy. =)

these are the kinda frenz that everyone hopes & wishes for. they are the ones that i'm gona hold on for life...gona pester 4eva. Ha hA Ha! i'm truely blessed...jiang zhen de....i'm soOoOo touched. =D

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