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Sunday, March 18, 2007

reflecting once again.


heard this tv advert mentioning karma...it triggered a past remark someone said to me. wat goes ard..comes ard...as what she explained. didn't ponder much then...but come to think of it..it was kinda like faulting me indirectly. she had a different view of wat i should or shouldn't be doing...who was she to judge? i guess that's coz its easier for her to say as she's not the one in the situation. i'll take it as she didn't have any intentions...juz being straight forward. i can sometimes be straight forward too...which was a way of saying "wake up"...at the expense of hurt.

y is it that...its easy to tell pple how to do wat's right...but when u r involved...its so much harder? i remember advising my fren b4...but now i'm the one who is in it. although circumstances are different...its still hard. i'm realli tired...tired of all these roller coasters. wat i do...will do onto me? so is it that wat i'm doing wrong...will come back to haunt me? ever thought that wat i'm doing wrong is actualli a "right" & its for the best & that if i've done it the other way...karma will punish me? argh. i often ask myself..who has the right to judge wat's wrong or right? should i juz do wat i think is right? or do wat others think is right...& make others happy? i think the answer is obvious. i've tried..but i can't bring myself to go against my confirmation. its the way of dealing with that confirmation thats difficult. i'm sorrie...i have my reasons & i'm doing wat's logical. i'm constantly brought on an emo coaster...1 that i wish there's less turns.

based on karma..wat i think i'm doing "right"...will come back to me "right"? or will it come back to me "wrong"...as wat others view my rights as wrongs? i bet there's no definite answer to this. everyone's entitled to their views...its how they articulate it. i have my views too...i have my choices. i'll juz have to learnt to be less affected by them. wat to do? i'm piscean...emo emo emo. hahaha

well...i seriously don't know. i juz dun wanna care anymore. =)

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