complexities in our thoughts sometimes juz blurs oneself. things that used to be simple and straightforward can be magnified to an intricate state of mind...juz by thinking a little longer and seeing things from a different perspective. misconceptions occur when these thoughts are not pondered upon long enough. so...take time to unravel ur thoughts... and the whole picture may juz seem alright. this process can be tough...the emotions may be toy-ed. but juz allow urself to discover the reasons behind wat's going on. that everything happens for a reason. think it through...cry it all out...and laugh it away. life might juz seem better. dun underestimate the power of laughter.
yes...life was simpler when we were younger...that's coz our thoughts were not as deep. it was all fun & play. less stress, less worries. shallow views and lower expectations. the more pple we meet...the more we realise that there's a world out there that's not so perfect. not as perfect as we perceived...yrs ago. more drastic experiences...meant more lessons learnt. "giving" and "expecting"can never be balanced...and its safe to say it should never be. coz there's not much truth in fairness in this world rite? more unfairness can be thought of & experienced...more inequality...more disparity. also, the result of a change in lifestyle may have adverse effects but only to the extent of how much emphasis placed on such a change. i thoroughly hate changes....but its beyond my control. uncomfortableness... uneasiness... unhappiness... numbness. time heals...maybe not completely but at least it does help.
ok...enough crap. see how free i am these daes...so free to think. well...1st time watched movie marathon...pirates...its tiring and back-acheing...but it was soOo nice. enjoyable. popcorn feast but overcrowded toilets haha like watching a superbly long long story. i guess marathons are nice if its all linked. i'd love to marathon again...but depends on the movie. no regrets. thanx guyz =P