body is acheing...from last mon's captains ball. it started out terribly. felt useless coz i wasn't contributing much. thanx to my butterfingers and my lack of exercise. was demoralised with other's comments... as usual. sometimes i dunno why i'm so affected by pple's comments. not that i wanna allow it to dampen my mood or wat...but it juz does. although i noe its unintentional... i'm juz so darn affected. maybe its the stress at that time...the expectations i had for myself. maybe i was juz pressuring myself. dajie..i noe its teamwork & i noe everyone has to play their part. maybe thats y i felt like i didn't play my part initially...so juz disappointed with myself. but later after the swop of strategy...i was put to a better use. at least i felt like i helped somehow. it helps when i have a great team. at least now we know we needed a proper plan...and if it was implemented earlier...we could have took 1 position higher. but its alright...3rd is good already. it was fun. lost some sweat but put on weight again after the fiesta back at ny.
bowling's next mondae. getting 1st won't be very possible this time...coz of the competitors we've heard abt. hMm...even if we get 1st...overall also 3rd or 4th only. nvm ba. juz have fun loh. anyway bowling is fun...juz enjoy + abit of stress. =P hope the other outlets put abit of water & give us face. hahahaha this week can't work coz too many things cropped up. i'll try to make it up in july. sat's the 1st csc committee meeting. later gona collect 1 of my spree stuff. 1st time experience. & the others still long way more.
hMm...everything's in a mess now. yesterdae's talk didn't solve anything. jing tui liang nan. cuo le zai cuo. bu zhi dao gai zhe meh zuo cai dui...cai zui hao. juz hope pple dun ask. dun judge either. july's holidae getaway is still unconfirmed. so lost...dunno where to go. dunno wat to pick. argh. leave it to spf ba...hor?