maybe i've been thinking too much. after speaking to ah neo...i felt like i've found myself again. its not like i dunno who i am...its juz that i haven't been able to behave how lena would have. i was surprised by her immediate reaction...when she didn't agree. but it was farnie when i saw her analyzing the situation...so seriously. thanx for the advice... i think u will be a good social worker. hahaha

guess i've realli placed too much responsibility on myself...being responsible for others. thats y i felt doubly pressured. like as though my worries are not enough...i'm worrying for other pple too. not gona answer my own questions anymore...i hate to make decisions. coz apparently i juz made a wrong one. no one is to define other's happiness. i was wrong in doing that...in such a way.. s o r r y.

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