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Sunday, September 02, 2007

weaknesses..

this morning went for amore women's dayout. was a good experience...finally got some exercise. learnt aerobics (kick boxing) & belly dancing at the open atrium outside taka. now i noe how to fight...& how to shake.. a little. the goodie bag was a good motivation...got a new sch bag by exercising. great~

besides the ankle...back...ling ba & other internal problems i have...i thought i was alright. but no...there's also mental weaknesses in me. can't be firm enough? stubborn yes...but maybe not strong enough to be firm. going against ur ren ge...is a real torture on ur conscience.. when the things u do..is what u would not like to (but may have to). this "torture" is constantly haunting u...everydae u wake up...everytime u are alone. challenging ur personality...becoming a different person externally...while internally u still remain the same. its all unfair. life may be a bed of roses...but dun 4get to realise the thorns. life is also a box of chocolates...both sweet & bitter ones... hmm. yah.

how r u? i hope u're okie. its not that i'm happy that things turn out this way...i'm not better off like that. but i'll juz tell myself that its better for u. maybe not now...but eventually u will be. remember "wo dou zhi dao" ? i truely meant that. u must be strong. dun care abt me. i sincerely wish u all the best. as alwayz...sorry (101%) & thanx(100%)...

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