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Wednesday, November 21, 2007

feeling harassed...

have not been sleeping well these daes... coz of the absurd phonecalls i get in the early mornings. its getting too senseless when i think of it. a fren that i knew 9 years ago... someone whom i thought i knew. i realli dunno wat's become of him anymore. i choose to believe he is the same person i know... by giving him the benefit of doubt. so i juz hope this stops happening.

i'm not awaken by smses. but calls... i am a light sleeper. with my hp ringing at 6+am & then again at 7+... can't i juz have a peaceful sleep? even if things are that urgent... can't u juz speak up? y is it that the caller has to call me at weird hours... & juz keep silent while i repeatedly say "hello?" its like i'm talking to the wall... u can juz speak up if u need to say something ok. we're still frens... so please dun change that impression i have about u. i'm started to feel tormented by all these... i even hung up once but u juz called again. wat's up with that?

in fact.. when i recall... this is not the 1st time. i remember last time... i received a singtel sms saying that u called at 4+am? i didn't have to use my hp alarm that nite so i switched it off. i did sms u the next morning to ask if anything's the matter... but u didn't reply. but nowadaes, oversleeping has become a habit... so i'm realli dependant on my hp alarm to wake me. my other alarm clocks are useless. now i'm getting annoyed that i can't sleep properly & waking up even more tired.

come to think of it... this has been happening on & off. juz that other times the calls weren't at awkward hours. initially i thought that it was accidental... maybe u didn't know. but my name starts with "L" not "A"... so i dun think i'm the 1st in ur contact list. wat is it? u can juz tell me u noe... juz speak up. dun stay silent when u call. want to call... no prob.. but tok la. alamak. i'll tell myself that u innocently didn't mean it. that maybe ur hp got stolen... & these are juz pranks. but i'm realli starting to question my doubts. so please stop it...k? =)

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