Live with no excuses, Love with no regrets..

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

here it goes again...

as much as i want to care... i dun wanna care anymore. contradicting? well... wat use is there to care when watever u say or do... doesn't change the way pple perceive things? so what for.. must i change myself... or restrict my behaviour so purposefully? i noe it seems the right thing to do... but pls la... there are too many "rights" in this world... juz which do u follow? some things are easier said than done... & not everyone can understand that unless u experience it urself. heard that some rumours went round... dunno by who... or exactly wat. aiyah... sick & tired already la. the more i'm affected by wat other pple say... the more miserable i will be. no matter how hard i try to justify... it has proven to be of no use. sometimes its hard to explain situations and convey emotions... but i've tried. sorrie if i've failed or didn't convince effectively.

i guess humans are simply naturally bias. once u set your impression on something... its hard to change it. coz subconsciously... u'll keep supporting that judgement u have. are things alwayz so explicit? like wat u see is wat u get? not all the time k? there are many possibilities... so never presume. i've decided~ i'm gona not-bother-so-much. like it or not... i dun care. spread watever u want lo. ultimately... u're not the one that's suffering rite? the effects of the rumours doesn't regard u right? selfish eh? hahaha

anywayz... met my baobeis todae. bubblez managed to buy all the things she was looking for... da bao xiao bao~ hahah studied abit b4 blossomz came. so long neber ppg liao. so happy! =P ate ichiban... oh i juz lOvE jap food. wanna go japan if i have the $$$ & chance... but there's still language barrier. argh. dec exercise... i try lah i try. kekek btw..(onli to my 6 darlingZzzZzZ)..i'm serious about my dream leh. it has been my dream ever since i was young. so i'll look forward to the dae where we work together! hopefully. or at least u all come my shop! hahah sell wat? secret. december then we tok about biz plan. wahhahaha no lah...faster meet up soon! =)

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