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Wednesday, January 23, 2008

back to sch life...

have been kinda busy since sch started. countless career talks.. and mc meeting! can't believe how often they actualli meet up. onli a few la...they how enthu!! hahaha but this is a totalli new thing for me... guess i should have joined them earlier so that i can contribute more ba. snooker should have started even earlier too... now have to leave them abruptly. haiz. feel so sorry. well... realli hope cnkc will be a success. can't wait for it to all happen! kekeke anywayz... getting a little stressed up nowadaes... kinda early though. maybe coz i've never set any expected grade for the past 7 sems. but this sem... i noe that i have to get at least A- for my modules & case study? thats like near to impossible. with mediocre grades all along... how can i not get stressed? but if thats not attainable... bye bye 3rd class. not even 2rd lower. i noe its nothing much... but thats the best i can reach.. for now. i so regret the fluctuations in yr2. hAiz. oh well... grades are not everything... that's how i should console myself rite... =P

i've been trying hard to think wat kinda job i'd want. i have no direction yet... should i go into the RE industry? or wat else can i possible do? i juz wanna do something i enjoy... which is...? i've no idea wat i want sometimes. how do i start applying... when i dun even noe wat i'm interested in? how lost can someone get. useless. argh. with all the career talks in sch... it juz makes me ponder. the leaders they're looking for... am i up to that? it all seems so great.. but i'm still new to the working world. wat i perceive now may not turn out to be wat it realli is. i've alwayz been veri simple-minded. no huge aspirations... no huge dreamz... juz want a stable, interesting and acceptably-well-paid job. abt moving up the corporate ladder... i've never thought of that...yet. so maybe... i shouldn't be so stressed after all? but i want a 3rd class.. at least! y izzit so-near-yet-so-far! argh~ dun have any great achievements so far... juz a simplistic, average graduate. & thinking of the interviews... shaky aldy... still must praise how good i am? how to?! hahaha life's short. so little time... with so much to do. why why why... why is time alwayz flying when u need it most?

oK.. more cOoL stuff now. so many events coming up! cny~ eat cookies.. bakwah... steamboat.. take angbao & ktv! hahaha then bdae cycles coming again. my galz... we can meet up regularly le! at least for feb & march. hahhaa then it'll be exams.. then grad... then find job? so fast so fast... another transition in my life. a change in lifestyle... hope i can find a suitable fit then. see hOw... =)

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