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Thursday, April 24, 2008

god is fair..

i realli believe in it. look around you... people... lives... it juz soothingly concludes injustice. although sometimes it may seem like all is so wrong for some... there are definitely positiveness somewhere... somehow. this term is not a form of self-fulfilling prophecy, although it does somewhat eases oneself.. i believe there's much truth in this saying. it gives a good feeling that... not all is bad. that there's goodness in exchange for faults.

last mon.. upon see-ing a "C" for my gps essay... felt pure disappointment in myself. expected at least a "B" but came out worse. so it was hard to accept the fact that i've gotta say goodbye to my 3rd class. wasted a year... if u work out the comparisons. so down... so dampened. but later while studying... received a call. an interview has knocked on my door. delightful. it was like a ray of hope. finally after so long. although its not my number 1 choice... i'm juz glad i'm given this opportunity. gona see what it offers... & hopefully its suitable. (& i'm suitable for them) i'm not ambitious... so juz see how ba. if it works out well... i'll have an easier time during my papers.

well... i alwayz turn "tomato" in presentations. hope interviews won't turn out similar. never experienced such double anxiety.. going for interview the day before a paper. kinda nervous. argh. i really want my 3rd class! at this current point... its the best i can hope for. i need a miracle...

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