weekdaes in office used to seem so long. but now... its way too short. hours of staring at the screen... thinking of resolutions for other pple's problems... sighing. its satisfying to be able to help... but there are cases where i'm juz as lost. there are targets to meet... but that means being the bad guy. argh. actually it depends on the pple u tok to. there are cases where they realli deserve help... & it motivates me to help them. but there are others that are uncooperative & not-friendly-at-all. headache. kena scolding for wanting to help. haiz. now i understand y my colleagues say they think about work even when they're home. its like haunting u every now & then... when u're idling especially. hope it doesn't drain out my life.... hahahha but its good too... coz i see the bad side of life & it makes me realise how good my life is.
so looking forward to after-work activities. not only does it take my mind off work... its something to look forward to~! been exercising... netball onli la. bowling not counted. but better than nothing... haha still wanna join badminton or volleyball... but see got time anot la... 1 week onli 5 weekdaes... kekeke & my weekends are packed for the next few weeks... so much activities coming~! Next weekend going for AA's wheels'n'reels treasure hunt... 1st time joining these kinda game. so exciting! then kev's celebrating in batam... cableski-ing! i'm prepared to fall fall & fall. nus-mitsu challenge is coming too~! although i can't help in planning... i'll give full support on that dae! where will i be stationed? can't wait! i noe it will be a success... i can feel it! hahaha
so much excitement... i want the good to last & the bad to pass. things have been changing... i feel more free. enjoying is everything now... & it has alwayz been. everyone is busy busy busy... but remember to enjoy & take good careZ k! i'll try not to give up... even if i fall real hard. we all must be strong~!