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Wednesday, September 17, 2008

1 way... or another...

so amazed when i saw the new ipod nano. so light! its hard to imagine there's technology in that slim thing. totally amazed by how their products get better and better. its impossible to have the newest... so i'm satisfied with my nano. thks guyz btw. hahahaha went to some cafe near nus for dinner. alex must have had a great dae... getting punked by those goOd frenz of his. wahahaha definitely something to remember. was juz a simple celebration... at least better than the initial dun-plan-to-celebrate idea. i think bdaes are meant to celebrate. 1 yr once only. but presents are getting harder to buy! preferences... needs... wants... not easy k! especially the one whose bdae is coming. endless list of things that cannot be bought. argh. not wanting/needing anything doesn't mean we won't have to get u anything alright. no angpaos dun worry. u watch it... HA HA HA

yesterdae went for volleyball. despite daphne's endless nagging... i still insisted. hahahaha i didn't betray netball ok... juz so happen it clashes sometimes. by right it won't. but i'll go netball on other tues la... anyway i'm a liability there mah. kekeke i've alwayz liked volley. so fun! apart from the swollen & blue-blacked arms after that. parents got a shock... thought i kena abused. oOopz. oh well... not used to the impact ba. watching the pros play.. amazed. reminds me of the sega volleyball game i used to play so often last time. blocking the smacks... juz in time & in the right position. pple are so nice... coaching me along the way. i have so much more to learn. so.. after that went for dinner at kovan area. both indecisive... chin chai. so ended up eating hokkien mee & over-eating all thanx to the dimsum i ordered. time should have moved slower... wish i could have been more normal. unsure of the familiarities. kept wondering if intuition was true... that there's juz emptiness. felt it. pls tell me its juz tiredness.

is it the past that spoils wat can be? i'm impressed by how some can give their all. wat drives them... wat is the thing that hooks? wat makes them so sure? i realli want to know. karma is showing... but can only rely on fate. maybe its juz not meant to be.. juz maybe i hope. if you knew u didn't exist... will you try? even if it means falling again... will you even try? some admire the strength of pursuit. some are envious of the "lucky ones" whom are pursued ever so dearly. but others may not agree with the same "lucky ones" whom are seen as being the bad ones instead. i've tasted both sides & both are tough. its not easy to give.... when the other doesn't receive. its a no-no. its over. i should juz stop trying.

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