woke up todae with a sudden urge of wanting to find the meaning in life. somehow demoralised by yesterdae's daytime work. thankfully neo & ying were here to up my spirits. did a little therapeutic painting. went for icecream after dinner... & watched mama mia. wat a light hearted show. makes you feel so happy after that. maybe that's wat made me wake up feeling like i've gotta do something about my life. stagnant... dreadful at times.
still can't make up my mind to stay or go. i've gotta do something about this part of me that's holding me back. wat do i want to accomplish in life? life is short... gotta make the best out of it.