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Saturday, November 15, 2008

still in disbelief

lies... deceit. trust? how? i am speechless. didn't want to find out this way. if it were to come out from ur mouth.. things would have been so different. its not the topic.. its the channel. i'm fine with the info... very happy in fact. juz dun understand who u r anymore. but i guess there's no turning back. this time... its realli deep.

pls readers.. dun get the wrong idea. my past posts are not meant for who u think its meant for. after hearing the news... utter disbelief and shock. yet feeling glad somehow. hurt? wat do u think? guess i've juz wasted all my worrying on nothing. things may have to change now? HAH.. sudden change in thinking? u caught me by surprise. feel so disappointed that ur reactions change so drastically. all in a single nite. i applaud u.

since circumstances have changed.. some things can't be said directly. so i'll juz blog it down and hope u'll see this. i sincerely zhu fu. i have alwayz wanted this day to come... u dunno how happie i am for u. but maybe if u were more truthful... i wouldn't feel so pissed and uneasy. doesn't matter now... this is the best it can get. u will be fine.. i noe u will. u have juz affirmed all my thoughts. thanks. thanks alot. for everything. all the best

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