so numb towards these feelings. like a tape replaying the same track every now & then. reaches a point where i juz dun wanna think anymore. coz whichever choice you make juz seems so wrong.. & its impossible to think that anything is right. stubborn or intuition... can't differentiate its magnitude. y can't things go smoothly... y can't things juz be simple.
life is so unpredictable. some pple juz happen to be at the wrong place, at the wrong time. like the sporean in india. there's still so much ahead of her... but circumstances juz change like that. like the 20 yr old who died in an accident... with no witnesses to "avenge" her. she wasn't even given a chance at all. & yet pple like us... who have chances and opportunities right in front of us... choose not to take them. its juz so unfair.
i dun know what to believe in anymore. since when has simplicity became difficult. where do u draw the line of being nice to pple & yet not misleading them. i guess maybe there isn't such a line after all. coz the mind is wild no matter how pure the heart is. juz hope things turn out fine eventually.