sometimes feeling like i'm living on the edge... like everything's so uncertain. gona fall anytime. why can't life be more stable and absolute in some aspects. i hate changes. when one starts to get comfortable in the environment... changes will offset all the balance. didn't expect to click with my mentor so well... but then she'll be leaving soon. somehow feels like it all wun be as smooth as i thought. anyway i'm gona shift to another office temporarily. even more uncertain. haven't even sign on wat i was supposed to. new hr handling my case ah... haiyo. feeling so lost in all these changes.

but met up with ex-colleagues for ktv.. dinner... mj. went to HAD active day yesterdae. guess i wasn't prepared enough.. for all the recognition. was glad to see everyone.. saw so many familiar faces. reminiscing the good memories.... of course wished that i could have been part of it all. going there juz reminded me of how much i missed them & worklife balance there. oh well... there's only that much i can do now. my mind's wandering off...

was taken aback by the feedback. never knew my actions would imply something otherwise. some pple realli think too much. the mind's too creative. guess its tiring for all parties involved. how i wish i could reconcile the broken relations. the problems i didn't cause but are linked with somehow. i know its none of my biz... but i hate to be drawn in as part of the equation. there's realli nothing. hope its clear. no expectations pls. no judgements pls. my view on things didn't change... all the same. its all better this way.

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