been having lots of dreams lately. they say u dun sleep well when u dream. even for sweet dreams? not that i'm having sweet ones.. but at least that explains the dark circles. rough remembrance, faded recollection. dun bother asking wat dreams they were... coz i can't remember them aldy. maybe i should start writing them down once i wake up. that way, i may be able to decipher some of my subconscious thoughts.

are pisceans really tHaT dreamy? or is it self-fulfilling prophecy. sometimes i wish i'm realli not... so i wouldn't phase out every now & then. have u ever felt like there's something bothering u someway.. somehow... but yet u juz don't know exactly wat? well.. maybe that's the feeling when u're messed up or stressed out. either way.. sleeping is the antidote. come to think of it.. maybe the answers are in the dreams? oh well.. no one knows.

work has been crazy. hectic. appmts after appmts. site walks and lots of talking. time is moving way ahead of me. i dun belong to the fast-paced. no choice but to adapt. i wonder when i'll ever find myself. find my safe, comfort zone to tide me thru' life. when... how... where. pls show me the way... fate.

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