actualli it is more known as medical leave. clumpsy me. but i guess it was a blessing in disguise. coz from the fall.. my injuries could have been much worse if it was an inch further. oh well.. a good break before i start on new projects at old office. dunno wat to expect.

i have another regret & i can't get over it. i should have given my blessings and everything would have turned out right. wouldn't be caught in this mess now. now i juz can't get out. i'm stuck. so lost. dunno wat to do. f* this shit.. f* these decisions to make. y can't it juz be easier. test drive? nah. i dunno if i can even bring myself to it. so much external pressure. even from music. it makes it worse that it comes thru' the lyrics. u wouldn't know wat its like to be me...

i'm a terrible person.

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