sometimes i wish i have a goal in life.. besides juz enjoying life. i'm constantly searching. who am i. wat i want out of life. as time goes by.. i'm aware of my interests. but sometimes the frictions to such interests can hinder the process.. and the many sacrifices and risks may not be worthwhile. there are cases where pple go all out to follow their dreams & succeed. but its a bold step to take. too bold for a non-risk taker.

i've chosen to take subtle steps towards wat may seem to be what i like. i can't be too sure though. coz things alwayz seem interesting at 1st.. but could turn out different when u realli get into it. gotta try to find out rite? have recently signed up for courses to upgrade myself. 1 that has alwayz been my fascination.. 1 is more of a group activity with my darlings.. and 1 more which is still pending. taking a cert may not be enough to qualify... but i guess i'll try. coz taking a diplo does not seem logical. gotta see if i have that creative element 1st. only after i've gone thru' them.. then i'll conclude if it is something i am fated to do. otherwise, wat's the worst that could happen... using some savings to learn a new skill? guess it'll be worth it. woohoo~

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