oh manz.. the hole is getting bigger and bigger. the one in my pocket, or should i say wallet or bank acc. sharks! this is bad. the class requires so much more than i thought.. haiz. its so hard to learn anything nowadaes.. its all about the money. but it has been fun though. hands-on is a totally different story. well.. hope the final piece goes well. can't wait!

another lumpsum was out for next yr's class. prepared for another blow becoz i will eventually need a new lappy and the software i guess. aAaahhh.... i need to save more. but how to save when my essential need is to go out?! its a big sacrifice to make. can i? will i?

oh well.. currently sorting myself out. searching the meaning in life, apart from juz enjoying it. need time for myself. alone. its for the best.. trust me. hope that its worth it.

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